Previously on Love Triangle...
"Jessica I love you." Did he just say that? Am I dreaming? No, no I can't be dreaming. I mean do I love him back?
"Jess just forget I said something, okay?" He said looking down.
"No, no I was just surprised that's all. I-I love you too." Oh no, I let that slip out what if I don't really love him back? Agh, Jess just stop thinking about it just go with it.
"Really you mean it?!" His eyes filled with Joy and compassion.
"Yeah." Maybe, I thought to myself after saying it. I mean I've never really felt what 'love' is.
"So birthday girl let's go out and get some lunch." He said jokingly poking my cheek.
"Actually would it be okay if I go back to Lindsay's and take a quick nap first?"
"Of course." He said standing up offering his hand in mine. I took it standing up. I brushed off the dirt, and grass on my jeans.
We walked back to his ugly puke green coloured truck and set off. The whole time we were in the truck all I could think about was if I loved him back. I don't want to say something I don't mean.
"Oh yeah, I almost forgot to tell you Ethan invited you and I on a double date with him and his girlfriend tonight around 8." He said taking his eyes off the road to look at me, and then back on to the road.
"Yeah that sounds nice." I replied. I turned on the radio and it was playing my favourite song. Teenagers by My Chemical Romance.
I belted out the lyrics from the beginning "They gonna clean up your looks with all the lies in the books to make a citizen out of you." All the way too, "So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose, maybe they'll leave you alone but not me."
By the time the song was over we had already arrived at Lindsay's. I leaned over and kissed Cameron goodbye then headed inside.
I walked up the gravel sidewalk, took out my key to unlock the door. I got inside and walked up the stairs like I was some sort of zombie.
I went into my room, and put my iPod in its dock and put it on shuffle. After listening to multiple songs I finally dozed off.
I woke up at 7:07, sweat was pouring down my face. I went in the bathroom and stepped in the shower. I let the warm water go all over my body as I stood there thinking about Cameron. I started remembering all the times we shared together. Like when we got kicked out of Walmart. We were going around riding on the tricycles, and talking over the intercom. It was one of my favourite times spending with him.
I really did love Cameron. All the times we spent together laughing, smiling, kissing, hugging. It all finally made sense I really was in love with Cameron.
I got out of the shower, the cold air hitting me. I didn't know really how to dress but knowing Ethan and Cameron it will probably be causal.
I put on my black skinny jeans, a royal blue see-through crop top, with a black lace tank top underneath.
I went into the bathroom and put on my makeup, not putting it to dark. I tried curling my thick brown hair, but falling. I decided to just leave it straight. my hair couldn't curl if my like depended on it.
I grabbed my iPod checking the time. 8:07. I put on my converse and went downstairs. Almost as if on cue the doorbell rang.
"Coming." I said walking to the door. I opened it to find a causal as always Cameron standing a head taller than me. He was wearing his black washed jeans with rips all through them, with a white v-neck shirt that showed his toned chest very well.
"You just can't keep your eyes off me can you." He said looking me up and down smirking at me.
"Neither can you." I said moving closer to him to kiss him. We stayed like that for moment then pulled away.
"Come on Jess let's go." He said intertwining his hand with mine walking to not his usual truck.
"No way in the world am I getting on that thing." I said crossing my arms, looking at his motorcycle.
"Come on please jut tonight." he said nudging the helmet at me to put it on.
"Agh, fine, but only because I wanna see Ethan." I said sticking my tongue out looking up at him. He put his hand over his heart like he had just been shot. "Oh come on ya big baby just drive already."
He muttered something then got on the motorcycle and drive off. surprised by the sudden gush of wind, I wrapped my hands around his waist as tight as possible until we got there.
We arrived at a bowling alley. Oh yeah just another thing I don't know how to do upon the list of a couple hundred other things. I took of my helmet handing it to Cameron running my fingers through my hair.
"Ethan texted me a few minutes ago saying he was inside waiting for us." he said looking down at me.
"Okay then what are we waiting for let's go in. I felt his arm wrap around my waist, I wrapped my arm around his back barely reaching his shoulder. we walked inside to see Ethan and a girl sitting by him. She had long hair probably down to her but, it was a dirty blonde colour with light purple high lights. she had a band t-shirt on with white skinny jeans, and black converse up to her knees. She had good style.
"Hey Ethan." Cameron said walking up to him giving him a 'bro' hug. "Ethan you know Jess."
"Yeah hey Jess what's new."
"Oh yeah know just turned 18 today."
"Awesome! Anyway guys this is Tara Anderson." she walked up as if she was rather shy and waved.
"Hi Tara I'm Jessica, you can call me Jess or anything else you can think of." I said smiling at her.
"Oh thanks. Ill just call you Jess." She smiled.
"Okay." I said returning her smile.
"So lets get bowling." Cameron said going to get his shoes. he got me mine too, I didn't even think he knew my shoe size.
After bowling and getting gutters you might as well call me the gutter queen. At one point the bowling ball went five lanes down.
We finally said our goodbyes and heading home. Cameron and I walked out of the bowling alley it must've been 11 or later. he handed me my helmet and we set off. I gripped my hands tightly around his waist again until we got home.
When we got to Lindsay's I was surprised that neither of their cars were in the driveway.
"You want me to stay with you?" Cameron said getting off the bike and staring down at me for what felt like the third time tonight.
I nodded my head and we walked inside. I kissed him as soon as we got inside. I felt like I hadn't kissed in what felt like a life time. I knew that was an exaggeration. when we kissed it just made you want him more. his lips were so intriguing that you just wanted to kiss them all day.
We had been kissing all the way to the point that we were now in my bedroom. We were both on the bed as he left rough wet kisses down my neck and to my collarbone then back up to my jaw line. He started at taking my shirt off. I let him as I pulled his white shirt over his head. he continued kissing me and started sucking on my neck leaving a huge hickey by the time he was done. He kissed all the way down to my black lace bra, then slowly as he was struggling to get it off me, as I was messing with his belt buckle. I finally got it undone and pulled his pants to the floor. he un hooked my lace bra sending it flying somewhere across the room. He continued kissing me with more passion then he has before. We continued like this for a while until we heard the front door slam.
I quickly put his white tee-shirt on and laid in bed. he laid down beside me. We stayed like that for around ten minutes then I heard yawn.
"Do you just wanna go to sleep I'm tired. and I know you are" I said turning to look at him. He just nodded wrapping his arms right around my waist and pulling me close to him.
"I love you Jess." I heard him say.
"I love you too." I said before drifting off in a deep sleep.
