"What are you talking about?"
"This." He showed me a razor with blood on it.
"I know what your thinking and it's not mine."
"Okay well if it's not yours then show me your wrists."
"What?"
"Show me your wrists." I put out my wrists and I believe he looked at them for a good 5 minutes then said,
"Why do you do this you're to pretty to do this you need to understand."
"Oh my god you act like I'm killing myself!"
"You do know that one of these days you could cut to hard or I don't know actually cut a vein in your arm and bleed to death what if you can't get to a phone?"
"Then I guess I'll be with my parents."
"You have no idea of how many people love you do you?"
"What that people are fake when they"love you" or is it when they say they're your friend and go and talk about you?"
"Look I can give you some people right now of who love you."
"Oh really who?"
"Well Cameron, Aaron, Brandon, and Me."
"Wait you do?"
"Well yea I mean we have been through a lot but I need you to make a promise to me."
"What?"
"That you stop cutting for me.." He knelt down to my level and kissed each and every cut.
"Why are you doing this?"
"Cause your my girlfriend and I love you why do you ask?"
"It's just my life has been terrible and no has ever liked me but 1 guy that treated me like dirt and I have always felt unwanted I only had one friend growing up and we aren't even friends anymore!"
"Well now you have me."
"Yea I guess that's true it's just I feel like I'm never going to smile again like I'm always going to be depressed and sad." He took his finger and lifted up my chin so he could look at me. He leaned in and kissed me. I felt fireworks no it's like nuclear bombs were going off! The kiss ended about a minute later.
I looked over at it was 8:45. I had to be at Lindsay's soon.
"Okay well we should hurry."
"Yep we should." We finished packing.
"Okay let's go."
"So are you going to keep this house too?"
"I don't know It's to whoever is in my dad's Will, but since I'm only 17 I can't live here until I'm legally 18."
"Oh so it could be Aaron and he could be the one making the payments or it could be Brandon."
"Yea pretty much anyway let's go." We walked out to the car. I put my stuff in the back of the blue convertible. Lindsay lived about 10 minutes away. I turned on the radio to pass time and Lego House by Ed Sheeran. I sang it so loud like my lungs were about burst.
"Hey you sing pretty good."
"Oh thanks I don't normally sing in front of people though."
"Well you should." I blushed as red as a tomato.
"Oh wait wait you skipped her house go back!"
"Okay okay I'm moving! Which one is it?"
"The one on the right the blue one!"
