Hey this chapter is going to be short so read it and comment!
~Jamie Lynn
I realized I had cut to hard and I cut a vein. I sat there staring at the blood running down my arm and on the counter then on the floor. I got to my phone and sent text to Luke. I bet your wondering why I didn't just call 911 well I was in so in shock I couldn't talk I could let alone barely text! I sent him this "Luke S.O.S. help!!!!!!!" He sent text back "On my way" I sat there questioning my existence. Finally Luke got here.
"Jessica?" I kicked the floor so he knew it was me. I don't know what came over me because I couldn't speak no matter how hard I tried I couldn't I tried and tried nothing.
"Jessica what happened?" I pointed at the razor, then I pointed to my arm, then the phone, and dialed 911.
"Oh you want me to talk to them?" I nodded.
"911 what's your emergency?"
"My girlfriend was cutting herself and she hit a vein and she needs assistance she has lost over 2 pints of blood and she isn't talking no matter what she is in shock!"
"I'm sending an ambulance now!"
"Thank you!" Within 5 minutes the ambulance was here. They took me out on a stretcher and all the nosy neighbors were watching.
~Luke's prov
I was so worried I didn't know what to do like what if she would have told me more what if I hadn't gone to Florida will she still do this? The doctor came out.
"Is she okay!?"
"Yes she'll be fine but she has lost over a lot of blood so we are going to take her into surgery to put more blood in her."
"Okay well can I see her."
"Yea she goes in soon so about 5 minutes."
"Okay." I went inside to see such a beautiful person lying there just like they were worthless. Jess looked pale like she was dying she didn't have the same smile she always had.
"Jess?"
"Hm?"
"How are you doing?"
"I guess I'm fine I regret cutting but it's just like it takes out all the sadness and I don't know."
"Okay you have to leave now time for the blood part."
"Bye Jess."
"Bye." She sounded so weak and useless.
"Okay Jessica we are going to do a blood transfusion now."
(Jessica's prov)
I didn't know what to think I as practicality thinking I was going to die I mean at least I'll be with my parents. But then. I started
thinking about my friends and my boyfriend of how's they would miss me. I realized then that I needed to stop cutting or I was
going to end up killing myself! The doctor took back into a weird room and started the blood transfusion.
It was over an and near about 20 minutes or so. Luke came back in.
"Jessica how are you feeling???"
"Oh you know I've been better its not my best day."
"Well cam you answer me a question?"
"Yeah sure what is it?"
"How long?"
"How long for what?"
"How long have you been cutting?"
"Well since I was 15 cause you know she died then and I never thought it was that bad and I
mean I had seen people on shows do it and it didn't look bad so I thought since it doesn't hurt
them I didn't think it would hurt me."
"Well you need to know that it's dangerous. I'm not going to tell you to stop cause it is a problem."
"Well I realized not to long ago that I was going to stop."
"okay well visiting hours are almost over so I'm going to go." He kissed me. I went to keep that night better than I had before.
