I woke the next morning to arguing. I thought I was going to wake up to singing birds or something sweet, but nope I got to hear mother and daughter fighting!
I went downstairs and I grabbed a muffin and went back upstairs. I looked at the clock and it was 6:28. I had almost an hour to go before Luke was going to be here. So I jumped into the shower just letting the cold water run down over me. I looked over at the razor but refused to use it. After I took my shower I put on my blue skinny jeans, then I put on my Marilyn Manson shirt on.
"Jessica some nice boy is here to see you."
"Okay I'm on my way down." I walked down the stairs and just to see Cameron and Lindsay kiss. I made a loud noise like I was clearing my throat.
"Oh hey Jess."
"Hey Cam."
"Did you know about?"
"Yea I do."
"I was going to tell you sooner but your dad just died and you were actually being happy with Luke."
"Yea well I got to go get shoes bye."
"Bye." I looked at the clock it was 7:30. I went upstairs and put on my black converse and brush my thick brown hair and went back downstairs.
"Did you see a blue convertible go by?"
"Yea it went by like 20 minutes ago." Lindsay said.
"Oh crap I'll see you later." I walked out of the house and started walking to school everything around was like a blur. I started running cause, I had figured out that it is a mile to get to school walking, when I started running it started raining.
When I actually got to school it was 8:15. I was soaking wet and I had pretty much ruined my converse. When I walked into 1st period everyone looked at me like I had killed someone.
"Take a picture it'll last longer.""Ms. Payne your late."
"No I thought I was early I don't care."
"Well then why don't you take you and your little attitude and march down to the principal."
"Okay come on attitude let's go who would want to look at her ugly face anyway! Oh I'm so scared of the principal." I said sarcastically. I started marching out the door.
"So Ms. Payne why are you here? You are one of the best students here at East land High."
"Yawn I don't need the whole history."
"Jessica your teacher Ms. Birch said that you had an attitude and all that."
"Nope and it's Jess not Jessica."
"Well a punishment will be in order."
"Oh I'm so scared."
"You will have detention for 2 weeks. 1 for disrespecting Ms. Birch and 1 for disrespecting me."
"Okay whatever." I popped a bubble in her face.
"3 weeks Ms. Payne."
"Don't care!" Then I bumped into someone the person I didn't want to see...................... Justin.
"Oh Jessica."
"Hi."
"Is miss straight A in the principal's office what did you do too nice, or were you getting an award?"
"Actually I was in trouble."
"Oh yea I'm sorry to hear about your dad."
"Oh thank you."
"I mean I wouldn't your dad for not coming home nobody would want to come home to you anyway you are worthless you piece of dirt!" At that I just left. I left him be. I walked down the hall to go get my things out my locker when Luke seen me.
"Hey babe."
"Hey."
"Are you okay?"
"Nope I'm not okay I've had a Sukey morning and it's all because of you!"
"What did I do?"
"You were supposed to pick me up and take me but since you didn't I had to run 1 mile to school and when I got here I was in such a terrible mood that I was disrespectful to the teacher and got 3 weeks of detention!"
"Well I went by there at 7:30 and Lindsay's mom said that you had a ride so I left."
"So you couldn't I don't know maybe call me!"
"Look I'm sorry I wasn't thinking straight."
"Okay okay."
"Am I forgiven?"
"Yes all is forgiven." He hugged me.
"Oh yea and one more thing babe."
"What?"
"Mrs. Young said you be in drama today cause you are way behind."
"Okay I'll be there."
"Okay want me to walk you to class?"
"Yea sure." We walked to class we both had drama.
"Thanks."
"Anytime." I walked up to Mrs. Young.
"Oh hi Jess you look terrible what's going on?"
"Too much to handle."
"Oh well your wet do you want to go home and change or I would understand if you wanted to take a personal day."
"Oh you know I might I'm not sure."
"You should."
"Thanks." I left the school and went back to Lindsay's house thankfully her mom wasn't there. I went into the bathroom to wash my face when I seen a razor on the counter, I grabbed the razor, I took it to my wrist and cut a slit going down cause you never cross the bridge when you cut. I cut at least 6 times before realizing...........................................
