Newtmas Oneshots/Prompts!

15.) Betrayal

School starts in 2 days for me!! Ugh I'm ready but at the same time I'm not. Enjoy!!

Thomas's POV

"How could you do this to me" I yelled tears rushing down my face. I try to keep in the sobs but I can't.

" I'm sorry Tommy. Please! I'm so sorry. Please don't leave me. I love you." Newt pleas with tears of his own. I have no sympathy for him. How can you have sympathy for someone who just broke your heart. I love him still but I hate him. I didn't know that it was possible to hate and love somebody at the same time but I also didn't think it was possible that Newt could ever cheat on me.

"No. I don't believe you. You cheated on me. You cheated on me with Gally out of all people. You fucking ripped my heart out. I can't even look at you because when I do I see you and him together in bed." I say angrily spitting out every word hoping it cuts like knives to him. I see him flinch but I have no pity or mercy now.

"Tommy I was drunk. I never wanted to hurt you. It was a stupid mistake and I know sorry doesn't cut it." Newt says sobbing. I want to hug him but I stop myself. He doesn't deserve any comfort and his answer made me angrier.

"You were drunk? So you gonna just blame it on the alcohol right." I say calmy. Too calm for this situation.

"That doesn't fucking help. I've been drunk before at a party without you and never once did I fuck someone else. So fucking don't use that as an excuse. You cheated plain and fucking simple." I yell my voice getting higher and higher. The neighbors can probably hear me but I don't give a damn right now. He doesn't respond to that and I don't think I want him too. It's quiet now only leaving my heavy breathing and Newt's effort to choke down his sobs. I'm exhausted now. All the shit that was bubbling up inside me has exploded and left exhaustion behind.

I can't even look at him but I know what I would see. I would see broken brown eyes that I would still in my pain consider beautiful staring at me. Begging me to not go and desperately trying to convey how sorry he is. I'm done with this. So I just walk out the door with no hesitation. I know Newt won't stop because he knows there is nothing he can do now to make me stay. My decision is final.

It's over.

I walk out that door knowing I'll never set foot in it again.

Sorry!!!! I just had too. Damn that was hard to write. Please Vote/Comment!! xoxo