!Warning! Some contents may be triggering to some readers.
Cassie's pov
"Wake the fuck up!" I hear someone say and sit on me
"No! Go away!" I yell and pull the blanket even farther over my head
"Wake up. I wanna cuddle." They whine
"Wait. Hold up." I say
"Devyn?" I ask and bring my head out from under the blanket
"Hey babe." He says
"I thought you werent coming home until a couple days." I say and attack him in a hug
"Nope. Aram and i came home early." He says
"So how did you like arizona?" I ask
"It was fun. Aram ate plants." He says
"I saw." I laugh
"What happened while i was gone?" He asks
"I just hung out with faith most of the time." I say
"Cool." He says
"I love you." Devyn says
"I love you." I say and peck his lips
"I missed you." I say and hug him again
"I missed you too." He says and hugs me back and kisses my forehead
"Hey Cassie, are you gonna tell devyn what seth di-...." Faith says as she walks in but stops when she sees devyn
"What did seth do?" Devyn asks and pulls away from the hug to look at me
"Faith can tell you." I say quickly and run downstairs
I run to the downstairs bathroom and shut the door and slide down and sit on the ground. I sit there remembering all the things he says to me as tears escape my eyes. I stand up and start the shower and then sit on the ground beside it and think of what he has said.
"Youre a bitch... Slut... Just kill yourself... Nobody likes you... Cut deeper... Fat ugly bitch... Attention seeking whore... Get it over with already... Save the air for people who are worth it...-" I get knocked out of my thoughts and open the cabinet below the sink. I grab the razor and take it apart as fast as i can with my shaky hands. I finaly get it apart and stand up. I grab the blade off the ground.
I look in the mirror. I have tears running down my face as i sob and my face is red and my eyes are puffy.
"Youre worthless." I sob and place the cold metal to my skin.
"Just get it over with and kill yourself already." Seth's voice runs through my head over and over
I glide the cold metal across my wrist. I do it again and again and again. I start to get a little light headed as i cut my wrist for the 38th time.
"Cassie?!" I hear someone say and bang on the door
"No! Go away!" I yell and keep cutting
"Cassie! Open the door!" Devyn yells
"I'm sorry!" I say as reality hits me and i drop the blade
"What the fuck are you sorry for?! Open the fucking door!" He screams and i turn off the shower
I drop to the ground and lean against the bathtub
"Open the door!" He yells and hits the door
"I'm sorry." I say as everything gets fuzzy as i look down at my red wrist as blood oozes out of the cuts.
"Open the door!" He yells and hits it again.
"I cant." I say as my body goes numb
"Please!" He yells and just keeps hitting it and hitting it.
My eyes start to close and the door breaks open and devyn runs in. He sees my and runs over to me.
"Baby." He says and shakes me and my eyes open
"You gotta stay with me." He says and takes off his shirt and wraps it around my wrist and ties it tight.
"I'm... Sorry." I whisper and my eyes start to close again as tears start to run down his face
"No! You gotta stay! I cant lose you! You are my everything!" He cries and grabs me and runs out the door
"Faith! Morgan!" He yells and runs to the living room
"C'mon. Stay with me." He says and they run downstairs
"Faith. Grab her keys and get in the car!" He yells and runs to my jeep
"Stay with me! I cant lose you! You are my everything! You are my rock! You make me who i am! I would be nothing without you! C'mon baby, please stay with me." He cries and they drive to the hostpital
"I'm............ Sorry." I say
"Dont be sorry. Be with me." He says
"I....... Have...... Always...... Loved...... You." I say and after i get the last word out everything goes black
Devyn's pov
"I... Have... Always... Loved... You." She says and her eyes shut
"Hurry!" I yell and faith drives faster
"Baby! C'mon!" I yell and shake cassie
"Hurry." I cry
We get to the hospital and i grab cassie and run into the building.
"Help! Someone help!" I yell and a nurse runs over
"What happened?" The nurse asks and gets a gurney
"She tried to kill herself." I say and lay her on the gurney
"I gotta take her. Stay here." She says and runs the other way towards the rooms
I walk over to the wall and slide down it and sob into my knees.
*3 hours later*
We havent heard anything but that they are still doing tests. I havent moved. I have sat in the corner between the vending machine and the wall for 3 hours with my head inbetween my knees and my hands over the back of my head sobbing.
Someone sits by me and hugs me. I look up for the first time since ive been here and its aram. He has tears running down his cheeks.
"Why?" He asks and hugs me
"I dont know." I sob and try to figure out why she would do this
Then it comes to me.
"I will be back. Gotta go get some air." I say and get up and walk outside
I grab my phone out of my pocket and call seth
"Yo dude! Whats up?" He asks as he answers it
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