Forever (a Devyn Bess fanfic)

Chapter 30

(i am changing Cassie's age from 17 to 16)

Aram's Pov ((didnt see that comin' did ya?))

I sit there staring at the ceiling, in the dark room and my phone on the bedside table vibrates.  I grab it and turn the brightness down, blinding myself in the process. (("Because im blinded by the beauty". Ok im done. Lol)) I quickly check who the message was from.

FR: Morgan
Hye. U up?

FR: Morgan
Hey**

To: Morgan
Hey. Y u up? Isnt it like 6am there?

FR: Morgan
Yea. Y u up? Cant sleep either? Cuz I got something driving me crazy. But idk if I should do it or not. Cuz it breaks me to even think about it. And doing it would break me even more

To: Morgan
Can I ft u?

Fr: Morgan
Yea. Natalie's asleep

I get up and walk into the bathroom quietly. I shut the door and lean against the wall facetimeing her.

"Hey." She says as her face appears on my screen, eyes red and puffy with a tear stained face, looks like she was crying.

"Whats wrong? Why are you crying?" I ask

"Its complicated." She simpily says putting her head down trying to hide the new tears showing up. But I saw.

"Hey. Hey. Dont cry. what's wrong? Did I do something wrong? Did you do something wrong?" I ask concerned.  Even though what I told Cassie last night was partly a lie, and that Morgan and I's relationship hasnt been good, we have been arguing and disagreeing on a bunch of things and it is slowly fading, thats why she went to louisiana. So we could figure things out. not in front of the guys. but I still care about her.

"Aram. I dont know how to say this. But I think we should break up. Like maybe not permanently. But until we figure everything out and make sure we actually have those type of feelings for eachother.  Im really sorry. It just has been driving me crazy. I am too fucking stressed. Everything I do I am thinking about us and how our relationship is slowly sliping away out of our fingertips. This is honestly the hardest decision I have made in a long time. It breaks me to do this, but im sorry." She says with tears slowly rolling, one after the other, down her face. It honestly breaks my heart to see her like this, but I think it is the best choice for us.

"Hey. And we can still be friends and talk. And no, not like the friends that every couple are after a breakup. But actual friends. Like friends that text and hang out." She says. I nod my head.

"Yeah. I think this is for the best. I got to go. But remember one thing?" I say, she nods "I love you." I say and tears well up in my eyes but I force them back down. "Ok. Bye aram. Remember, I will always love you." And she hangs up.

I slam my phone down on the counter not caring to be quiet anymore. Tears are streaming down my face and I dont care. I lost her, And I cant get her back. I sigh running my hands through my hair. I lost her.

Cassie's pov

I heard the whole conversation. After I had fallen asleep I woke up 5 minutes later and couldnt go back to sleep. I am standing by the door of the bathroom, trying to hear anything to tell what he is doing. It scares me what people can do, and that's what I do. I dont hear anything and I walk forward quietly and put my hand on the door nob. Slightly turning it and walking in quietly.

He is leaned up against the wall with tears running down his face. His eyes are closed, and I dont know if he knows I am here. I quietly walk over to him and engulf him into a hug. He immediately hugs me back.