Warning, this chapter contains a suicidal attempt, to anyone who doesn't wish to view that there will be a * at the start of it and the end of it
Y/n pov
It's been really quiet with L gone.
To tell the truth it's only been a few days. L's funeral was today. I just let it all out.
I'm really depressed. I just want to die. That's what I'm going to do.
I'm sitting with Light and everyone else is gone.
"Light I'm going to the bathroom." I said.
"Alright"
*
I walked to the bathroom and looked for what I needed, a razor or pills.
I just can't live without L. I'm going to die anyways, Kiria will probably kill me in the next few days.
I opened the cabinet and saw a razor. I grabbed it with shaking hands and I started to cry.
I guess Light could hear me because he came knocking on the door.
"Naomi, are you okay?" He asked
I didn't respond. I only cried.
I held the razor to my wrist, by now Light is beating on the door.
I could only cry harder.
"Naomi! Let me in!"
As I slowly eased the razor over my wrist it left a cut.
It wasn't deep enough.
Then the door opened and Light came running to me.
"Stop!" He screamed, trying to take the razor from me, but accidentally cutting his hand.
"Shit" he mumbled
He then managed to take in from me, throwing it on the ground.
He now had his arms around me from behind and I was struggling to get away from me.
But he didn't let go until I calmed down.
I now relaxed in his arms.
"Are you okay?" He asked softly.
I nodded slightly and looked up at him.
"It's going to be okay" he said.
He looked down and saw I was bleeding.
The then went to the sink and wet a washcloth and held it against my wrist.
"Why did you do it?" He asked
"Because we are all going to die, Kiria is back, L already died" I said with no emotion
"Listen, we're not going to die, nobody is going to hurt you"
"Ouch" I said as he started to put the wash cloth on it.
"Sorry"
"L-Listen, I'm fine Light" i said getting nervous
I hope he doesn't tell anyone.
"I'm not going to tell anybody." He said as if he read my mind
I shuffled my feet a bit and he then turned the water off and said,
"Keep this on it"
I started walking to my room and sat on my bed and just started at my wall.
Light came into my room and hugged me.
I was crying again.
"It's okay" he said stroking my hair.
He then started getting up until I held his hand.
"Please stay" I said
He then laid next to me and I cuddled into his chest.
He wrapped his arms around me and I fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning around 7:00 and Light was still holding me.
I tried to get up but he just held me tighter.
"L-Light?" I asked.
"Hm yea?" He asked sleepily.
"We need to get up" I said.
He then sat up and I immediately felt cold.
We both got out of bed and walked out.
My room is on the same floor as the work room so, of course, when we walked out of my room everyone was looking at Light and me. Chief looked at Light and mumbled, "treat her well Light"
I then blushed and Light laughed a little.
I looked at the table and saw a newspaper. I picked it up and it said:
Mr. Wammy, founder of Wammys orphanage dies
on September 23, 2007.
I looked all over the paper and didn't see one for L
"Why isn't there a article about Ryuzaki?" I asked.
"We want people to think that he's still alive" Matsuda said
"Who's going to be L?" I asked.
I then felt very uncomfortable as everyone looked at me and Light.
"Well we were thinking that Light could be L, because your already M" Chief said.
I looked at Light and shrugged my shoulders.
"We will have to move to a new headquarters, because this was L and Watari's building" I said.
They all nodded and Light spoke up,
"Well, I've been thinking, now that I'm older, I could get an apartment and that could be our headquarters"
"That's a great idea" I said.
Everyone then nodded. I looked over to where L sat.
I miss his presence. We won't get that time together that he promised.
I then started tearing up.
I tried to stop myself but everyone noticed.
They all got up and left Light and I alone.
He pulled me into a hug and I just let it all out.
He then looked at me and leaned in to kiss me.
The kiss felt nice. L was always so cold.
We kissed for awhile until he pulled away.
"You know what Naomi?" He asked.
"Hm?"
"I lost Misa, and you lost L, we both lost two very important people to us" he said looking at me.
I just hugged him for a reply.
"So, I say that you and I stay together at all times as L and M" he said.
I nodded and leaned in again.
We kissed until we were on the couch.
This feels so wrong.
What am I doing.
