Woah im back, and better than ever, maybe some of you read my last update but I had to come to realization that The bass player is now a girlv and she likes guys! I am very happy for her and I have learned to make on with my life. Im still not straight though lol. But anyways ive had the time to recover from all of that and get back to writing! Well i hope you guys enjoy this waited for af chapter! Also do you guys prefer when i write with 'you' or first person? Please let me know, also we are still in search for a few Attack on Titan characters to have a panel at Matsuri con in Ohio! just Dm me for info
Y/n pov
I wokeup next to a man i no longer love. After last night I realized him and i dont belong together. I sat up and saw my clothes laying on the floor. I got up and trugged to my bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I had hickys all over my body and even a scratch mark on my back. I felt disgusting. I started a shower and locked the door so I could be alone. I got in the shower and sat down on the floor of the shower. I let the warm water roll over my body, trying to erase what happened as of last night. I looked at my would from getting shot and took my bandages and it looked perfectly normal, except the scar part. I stood up and washed my hair and body. I shaved everywhere needed and got out grabbing a strawberry colored towel. I tried off and looked at myself in the mirror again. I have gotten so skinny from barely eating any food when I was in the hospital. I peeked out of my bedroom door to see my room quiet and Light gone. I heard people talking and assumed everyone was here by now. I went to my dresser and looked in my special drawer and saw one of L's white shirts and put it over my head, feeling L's presence. Oh how I missed him and regretted last night. I found a pair of shorts and put them on, L's shirt going just below my shorts. I walked out to see everyone sitting and drinking coffee or tea. They all looked at me and smiled and bid me good mornings, except for Light he smiled at first then looked me up and down and recognized the shirt I had on. He stood up and walked over to me and pulled me back into my room. He was holding both of my wrists tightly and I was trying to get away but his grip only got tighter so I gave up and sat on the side of my bed.
"What are you wearing" He stated/ questioned facing the other direction as he said in a mumbulish way.
"my shirt" I said with my head down.
"No you are wearing HIS SHIRT" He then yelled.
I let out a small squeak of fear becuase he is now in my face.
"I thought you were over that little shit!" he exclaimed.
I looked at him in disbelief and my eyes started tearing up.
"Light, how could you say that?" I questioned him with disbelief in my voice and pushed him away from me.
He reacted very quickly by slapping me in the face and then taking the collar of the shirt and pulling it over my head and he ripped it apart.
I let out all my tears and he then picked me up by my neck and threw my to the ground and left the room.
As he was standing in the doorway as I started crawling to the shirt that he had torn up. It was the only thing I had left of L's. and now it ruined.
"ha, you sure are pitiful Y/n. I almost feel bad for you." He said
I looked up and him as he leaned down to me and lifted my chin and got really close to my face,
"I got what I wanted from you Y/n. You may be the second greatest detective in the world but that wont be for long. Ive already surpassed L and now you are just a small, depressed, heap of nothing." he said and walked out of the room.
After he left I grabbed L's shirt and clung to it and let out loud sobs, not caring if anyone heard you anymore. I felt a sad pain in my heart and I held on to L's shirt even tighter.
ROANDOM pOV CHANGE
then heard then heard your door creak open and saw Matsuda standing in the door way. He came towards you and saw that you didnt have a shirt on and he walked to your dresser and found a shirt for you. He lifted the upper half of your body and slipped the shirt on your body. It was one of your button ups. You smiled lightly but brokedown and started crying into his arms. He wrapped his arms around you and you let it all out.
After about 5 minutes of crying you finally got it together and looked at him.
"where is everyone else?" you asked
"They all left to go meet Takada" he said
"Matsuda, Im leaving." You said. He looked at you in disbelief and asked where you were going.
"Im going back to my appartment" you said
"well i cant hold you back from that" he said
He then helped you up and helped you pack your room. You both had to do this very quickly before they all got back.
You guys got everything in the car and drove to your appartment. You got there and he helped you get everything back into the appartment.
"Thankyou Matsuda, you really have been the most bestfriend ever." you said and hugged him.
He smiled and patted your head
"See ya soon buddy!"
You are now alone. You looked around and saw your wii.
"OH SHIT" you yelled and ran to your kitchen
You opened your cake pantry to see rotten cakes and mold.
you covered your mouth and ran to your bathroom and started gagging into the sink.
You looked at yourself in the mirror and saw a woman standing next to you.
"Sorry to intrude like this but you are requested" she said
She was tall and blonde with bangs in a female law type of suit on and heels. She also had a rag in her hand. You started backing up but backced into your bathtub so he easily covered your mouth with the rag and you quickly fell asleep.
WOAH
You guys!! Writing this chapter was super sad for me because this story has about three chapters left and were all done!!! Its so sad!!
Ahhhhhhh!! the feels!!!
