"It was..." Jemal was about to answer Haley's question and my heart was pounding so hard I could literally feel it in my throat. "Haley". At that precise moment my heart went from my throat to my stomach. What were the chances of it not being the same Haley in the room?
"Haley..who"? I asked demanding a last name and praying it wasn't the Haley sitting across from me with a satisfied grin on her evil little face.
"Joce.. Im sorry you had to find out this way" That was enough to answer my question. It was her. All this time when Jemal and I were friends he swore he never did nothing more then make out with her, but he lied to me. I stood up and stormed off heading towards the front door but he moved too quick. He caught me and pulled on me to stop, it wasn't aggressive or anything but it was enough to keep me from walking out the door.
"Jemal let go"! I screamed at him. I heard Maya escorting everyone into their backyard to give us some privacy. I was thankful of that because I knew Jemal and I were about to have a heated fight.
"No, listen to me. I was young and naïve, It meant nothing to me" He pleaded.
"Apparently I mean nothing to you. I asked you what was going on between you two and you said you only made out a couple times. Looks like you left out the part where you had her moaning your name" I yanked my hand from him and turned towards the door but he jumped out infront of it.
"That was before we got together, its not like I cheated on you or anything" He retorted.
"You don't get it. You may have just started liking me but I been had feelings for you. When I asked you that I was hoping you guys didn't do anything like that. And not to mention you lied to me. I thought we never kept secrets, especially something as big as this Jemal." "I wanted to be the one...." I caught myself before I could finish my sentence.
"You wanted to be the one what?" He asked in barley above a whisper.
"Nothing. It doesn't even matter anymore". I felt tears fill my eyes and then one trickled down from my right eye.
"Joce, please don't cry" He tried to reach out for me but I dodged him.
"Please just let me go" I said not even looking up at him. When I heard the door open I brushed passed him, ran to my house, and snuck back into my room.
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It was about 11:30 pm and I was currently in my bed texting Jordan, telling her everything that happened. It was making me mad that she was siding with him.
Im just saying, Haley was and still is a slut. Jemal was young and she probably offered him something he couldn't say no to. -Jordan
I understand all that but he still shouldn't have lied to me. -Jocelyn
Its not like you guys were in a relationship though, he didn't have to tell you who he lost his virginity to -Jordan
We vowed as best friends to not keep secrets and he broke that vow. It doesn't matter if we weren't together or not -Joce
So do you expect him to tell you every time he uses the bathroom too? -Jordan
Whatever. If you were in a relationship and someone you hated was trying to steal your man, don't you think your boyfriend should tell you he did something with that person you dislike just incase she tried to use it against you some day? I looked so dumb infront of all of Maya's friends today. -Joce
Ooh good point. But don't you think you could be overreacting. I mean you cant be his first, but you could be even better then his first. And plus now he is more experienced so he could make your first time more pleasurable (; -Jordan
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