RESET

DRUNK

i woke up in the morning on the sound of my phone ringing

"hello" i answered without even looking at the caller

"yah , ellin are you still sleeping"Kira asked me

"oh , kira what's wrong"....."oh nothing continue sleeping" she said as she hang up , what's wrong with her , she first call me then hang up on me , she woke me for nothing ahh , im so sleepy because of last night , ahh i hate you taehyung

i went back sleeping for almost 3 hours that's when my phone rang again who could this be this time 

i reached my phone and it was Mira"good morning unnie"i said as i wake up from the bed

"OH ,Ellin you'r awake"

"yeah , yah , what's wrong with you two first Kira and now you what's wrong unnie" i said and she mumbled somthing and hang up what's wrong with these two ahh

i went down to eat breakfast after i washed up , mom prepered for me before she leave to work 

i was watching my fav drama while eating ah it's so emotional i love it , when does my life turn like a drama because they always end up with a happy ending , imagine me and seungho walking in the side walk beside the beach and he hold my hand , lean closer to me and whisper in my ear 'i love you' ahh these words will defenetly melt my heart and then he kiss my cheecks ,hhh,but that will never happen i have to keep remainding my self that , i went blink for a moment 

'sexy ?'i thought , will that work , i mean i could be sexy , but then , i don't have the perfect body is it true what he said , i rushed to my room as i looked at my mirror checking my self , do i look sexy? , ahh , i opened my PC and searshed on google ' HOW TO BE SEXY ' i  read the first ligne ' if you want to be sexy that means you are desspert' what does that even mean i kept reading for an hour

"ah , im starving" i went down to make some rice with  fried meat , i eat it as i continued reading "you have to reduce the coleries inside you the maximum you can" i read and i put my spoon down do i have to ,  for you seungho , :( ahh 

i was washing the dishes when mom came from work 

"hi there "

"oh , hi eomma , want to eat , i made rice and fried meat " i said as i prepared the plate for her 

" thank you honey" she said as she started eating

"eomma"

"hum" she said while taking a spoon of her rice " do you think im sexy " i said and mom shoked so i gived her some water " are you okay ?" i asked her " what ? sexy ? why would you ask that?"......"eomma answer me "....." well ... what sould i say" she said while checking me from head to toe" how sould i know " she said and continued eating "aishhh" i said and went up staires 

it was night and i was bored so i put some music as i opened my SNS account , but my password was wrong ? what the hell , it can't be ,oh no they hecked my account , so i called Mira

" yah , unnie they hecked my SNS account"

"what , but why " she said but i can feel there is something wrong by her voice tone

" unnie is that Kira with you i can hear her voice"

" yeah she is why "

" tell her to make me a new account"

"okay no problem".... " unnie this is wrong we should tell her " i could hear Kira say in the other ligne

" tell me what " i asked " huh , nothing , i got to go" and she hung up , now i know there is somthing wrong , i was about to call Kira , but my mom entered