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KIM'S POV

"come with me" i grabbed soo chung's arm and leaded him out of the room , we walked in the park , it was small but it was perfect , the night breeze hit me and i shivered , i bet soo chung noticed because he took off his jacket and put it around my shoulders

"thank you" i said with a smile printed on my lips "so......you kissed her " i said and he nodded shyly as he rubbed the back of his neck "seriously , i didn't expect that from you , do you like her or something ?"

"like her ? i love her" he said and i smiled "and you don't feel shy about it , she have a boyfriend you idiot and she really love him" i said and he bent his head down "i know that , you don't have to keep reminding me"

"im sorry , i didn't mean to..."

"it's okay , at least im by her side"

"i don't think that taehyung will let you , not after what you did " i said and he looked hurt just like seeing her was his last chance

"are you telling me that i should go home " he said in a low voice but enough for me to hear "i will tell you if anything happens , okay" he nodded slowly not looking at me

"hey ,you don't have to be sad about it , look at me , i love someone and he knows that , the strange thing is that he loves another girl but he keep giving me this tiny light , you are lucky you are not me" i siad and he smiled "are you talking about jimin ?"

"hhh , how did you know ?" i asked him "i kind of saw that light" he said and i smiled

"okay , i won't come back , but promise me you will inform me about anything new" he said

"cross my heart"

....it's been 3 months since i had this conversation with soo chung , i talk with him at school and i spend most of the time with him , he decided to keep me accompany , so i won't feel lonely. Ms Bun...oh sorry i mean Ms jung and Mr jung just got back from their honey moon a week after the school started , they were in maxico . seokjin oppa start his work with his dad at the company , he's not officialy working but his on business . jimin comes to my house every morning so we can go to school together and every friday night we gather all of us at namjoon oppa's place .

"wake up lazy head" i said as i opened the curtains so that the sun will come in and brighten the dark room " kim let me sleep , it's sunday" taehyung said groaning on the couch

"yah wake up , you have to get out of here , im going to shower Ellin , i won't let you see her naked" i said as i took off the blanket that was covering him from head to toe

"i saw her naked before and you know that , and besides i already showered her yesterday , so let me sleep now" he said as he took the blanket from my hand and covered him self back , but i stopped him before it reaches his head

"how many times should i tell you this , im the one responsible of her shower " i said and he smiled "what can i say , i miss my jagi" he said and i turned to her , laying at the bed the same position , it felt like yesterday was the first day she was here

"i miss her too" i said in a breaking voice and i felt taehyung's hand on mine , i looked at him and he gave me a warm smile

"i know , she will wake up" i said smiling knowing what he was going to say "good now let me sleep" he said and covered himself , i walked out of the room as i went to the park and sat on the white bench .

sometimes i think that Ellin is gone and that she left me alone , well 3 months is a long period of time , everyday i wake up in the morning open my eyes to the hope that this is the day , she will wake up today and i won't be lonely again , but then after school i come here and see her still laying in bed , i can't do that anymore , i lost that hope , the hope of having my bestfriend by my side again , feeling the warmth that i need , her presence make me feel alive again , so that makes me now a dead person ...