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Sooo sorry for not updating for a week. I usually update every 2 days but since today, I'm gonna update once a week
--*Emily's POV*
It has been a week since the Martin and I's incident. I can tell I have got over him, because of Jason's company. He is so sweet and friendly towards me that makes me happy and forget about Martin. But that doesn't mean we don't hang out. We are friends and talk normally like nothing happened. I was worryied about that complicated situation. Now I am relievied.
"Hey. Want some cola?" Jason's sweet voice fills the room. I nod smiling and he smiles back. We are in my kitchen, baking pizza. My family has gone out to a restaurant and they had invited me, but I denied. I don't want to die of boredom, for sure! The thing is, Jason and I are home alone.
Alone.
Both of us.
I don't know why I am over reacting about that, because we aren't planning to do anything... bad
I roll my eyes at my dirty thoughts and get the pizza out of the cook. Oh, it smells so amazing. It is perfectly cooked, thanks to Jason's cooking skills. I immediately get out some plates and put slices.
"Wanna watch a movie while eating the pizza?" Jason suggests as he takes his plate
"Sure! Which one?" I ask, my eyes sparkling in excitement. Eating pizza and watching a movie at the same time is one of the most wonderful thing ever.
"Let's watch a horror movie called 'Dead Silence'" he suggests again and I nod. I am definately in mood for horror movies.
I grab my pizza plate, my cola and go upstairs, having Jason behind me. As I open my bedroom lights, I get on my laptop and quickly find the movie online. Holy shit it looks so creepy. I click the 'start' button and place it in front of us. Jason closes the lights and sits besides me.
"Do you mind if..." he asks motioning his hand around me. I shake my head and he smiles,wrapping his hand around me, pulling me closer to him. I feel a little bit happy, a little bit. Just to realise that I would never feel as happy as Martin could make me. I shake the thought away an enjoy the moment.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I open my eyes and smile as I remember what happened. I wrap the blanket around me, realising I am naked. Jason is still sleeping next to me, also naked. I blush and get up from the bed. I move towards the door and open the light
"Why?" a voice makes me turn around. I gulp as I see who it is.
"Why did you do this?" Martin repeats.
I wake up, with tears rolling down my cheeks, and realise that it was just a dream. My heart is still beating fast from the dream and I sigh lightly. What did that mean? I glance around. Jason is sleeping next to me with clothes, thank god. It is 9 in the morning. I get up slowly and from the half closed door I can see light from downstairs. I raise my eyebrow and follow the light. My mother is sitting on the kitchen table,reading a book and her head lifts towards my direction.
"Hey. Please sit down" she whispers in a serious tone and I obey.
"Do you and Jason have a... thing?" she asks, staring at me with a serious look.
"Umm no but I guess we like each other and-"
"Emily don't destroy your friendship like that" she says with a worried look but I don't care. Why does she care? It's MY decision
"It's more than a friendship. We have feelings for each other" I explain and she sighs
"You are too young to understand that sometimes we think we like someone but actually we don't" my mother replies, closing her book.
"Mom, what the fuck? I am 17 years old, not 12. I can reognize my feelings" I exclaim, more loudly than I should.
"Trust me. Age doesn't matter. We all become mature from our experiences. Not age." she replies calmly. I roll my eyes as her 'wise' self comes out.
"I am mature. Geez, can you not care about what I do in my life?" I say harshly but she keeps calm and that makes me angrier
"I'm sure you don't like Jason as much as you like Martijn"
My eyes widen so much, that they are almost out of their sockets.
"What do you mean?" I mumble
"Compare both of them. How you feel when you're with Jason and how you feel when you're with Martin. Emily, please. I have seen the way you look at each other. It's-"
"Just stop,please!" I snap, interrupting her and cover my face with my palm. She sighs heavily at my actions.
"I want you to be happy, Emily. Don't you ever say I shouldn't care about you. You are my daughter". And with that, she leaves the kitchen.
Well, she has a point. I have never asked Martin about what he feels for me. Inside me, I know I still like him but I won't admit it. We can't be together, that's the struggle.
I shake my head and my brain stops. I can't control myself as I go upstairs, back to my room. I wake up Jason by pushing him lightly, and lean towards his ear.
"Wanna date?" I whisper and bite my lip. He smiles and nods in response. We both lean in for a kiss, but a knock on the door interrupts us.
"Hey sweetheart! Martin is here and wants to see you" my aunt says behind the door.
------Shitty chapter, sorry
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