After thoughts and choices

Rewind and reset

Leorio's P.O.V
Just after recapping with the hunter exam site, Kurapika, Gon and I head out to check out kukuro mountain since that might spark something since everything is failing. "Are you sure we should be heading there of all places??" I try to negotiate Kurapika in picking a different spot, but that though was in vain because he had his mind set on kukuro mountain, and just like Gon, wasn't going to change his mind any time soon....

Gon's P.O.V
Leorio and Kurapika are taking me to this place called "Kukuro mountain" I'm a bit scared to go because they said he was going to be there... I grab Kurapika's hand and ask if he could help me fight Killua in case the same accident would happen, he gives me a warm smile and says he and Leorio would be happy to help since they kept saying I normally never let them help?

Killua's P.O.V
It's around 6:00 p.m. At Kukuro mountain aka my house. It's getting late but givin' me and Gon live in different time zones. I'm getting tired of waiting and having hopes for he probably already made Kurapika and Leorio leave his house too, I get up and stretch one last time before asking our security guard at the front to let me know if he sees Gon again and to let me know the instant he comes within our security guards eyesight. He nods his head in agreement as I take one last deep breath before opening the testing gate to get inside, I open at least 3 layers heading in and seeing Mike stare from a distance. I see canary and ask her that if our security guard fails to notice Gon that if she does to let me know, she nods before letting me pass and I head in to be greeted by my mother and my sister Alluka. I give Alluka a big hug and just ignore my mother, I head to Alluka's room and we play with her stuffed animals and after a while I soon forgot why I came home, as if she put my under a hypnosis spell to forget all of my troubles.. Until later that night, I head to my room and I lay on my bed staring at the ceiling and now I remember why... But.. Why?

Kurapika's P.O.V
Gon adorably asks me to hold his hand I can't help but smile, were almost at the testing gate until we see the security guard not there. "Maybe he's on his break?" Leorio points at the hat on the table and questions it "at 10:00 p.m.?" I look back at Leorio with suspicion. "Well since we opened the gate last time why don't we try again?" Leorio looks at Gon, I knew what he meant but I tried to tell him that Gon was determined to see Killua last time, that maybe he needs inspiration or motivation or he won't be as strong. I tell Gon that he needs to help us open up the gate but he had a pretty unsure look saying "are you sure we can open that? It looks like 2 tons!" "4 tons.." I correct him trying to stay positive but no one could be as positive as Gon normally would be but he's turned cautious and shy rather than brave and bold. Me and Leorio put our hands on two sides and asking for Gon to put his hands on to help he puts them pretty slowly and he looked pretty intimidated, shocking I know.. But I tell him we all have to push at the same time in order for it to work and that he needs to use all of his strength, suddenly his face grows tense and focused, there's the Gon we know. " 3, 2, 1, GO!" We all say practically in unison, we almost have it but I get the feeling Leorio was slicking because Gon was shortening in breath but Leorio was fine and said that he did try but I found it hard to believe. I wait for Gon to catch his breath before asking him join, we all put our hands on the wall and just before saying "go" I look at Leorio to make sure he's actually pushing but it looks like he isn't even trying! "Oh well, guess we aren't as strong as before.." Leorio said before walking away. I was furious at him! First he tears Killua and Gon apart then not even helping bring them back together?! I was at my breaking point where I was about to threaten Leorio before I look back for Gon but he's not there!