After thoughts and choices

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Alluka's P.O.V
I usually like Gon-chan but.... He's too close to oni-chan, I'm sorry Gon-chan but I can't let you have oni-chan... He's mine..

Gon's P.O.V
Alluka, Illumi and Hisoka are inside the path to Killua's house, we reach Canary and Alluka and Illumi let canary let us get by, I'm surprised she actually let Hisoka pass as well, oh well. We finally get to Killua's house and they lead me to this dark damp hallway, I can't help but shudder at how creepy the atmosphere is... We reach this cold and stale part of the basement, I ask why we're here and why Killua would be here. "He goes here to train and to learn discipline" Illumi says as if it's nothing. But hearing those words come from his mouth only starts to concern me.. "Alluka, are you sure your Oni-chan is here?" I ask for probably the last time as I can tell she's getting a bit frustrated from me asking. They tell my to wait in the cell while they get Killua. It's pretty boring and depressing, I wonder how Killua felt when he was here...

Killua's P.O.V
My jaw is still completely dropped from Gon and what he just said! How?! "G-Gon! Wh-" I tried to ask why and how this can be! He just replies with "easy. I. Don't. Love. You." I'm speechless and frozen with fear that this is actually happening... This can't be happening.. I refuse to believe this... I can't let my heart break... Not again... "You're not Gon..." I say with my hands at my sides and my head lowered. "And how exactly can you prove otherwise~" Hisoka taunts me, "like this-!" I quickly say before grabbing Gon's throat and sharpening my nails as blood drips from his neck. Hisoka gives me a shocked expression while Illumi giving a blank face. Just as the Gon I knew was fake stop squirming for freedom he poofed into clouds and smoke. "I knew it..." I'm furious with Illumi and Hisoka even trying this, I have no idea if it was nen or not or what kind of magic it was but in my gut and by the way that Gon spoke I could tell it wasn't my gon... I run past Illumi and Hisoka with Godspeed ready to find the real Gon asap. As I'm running I pass by Alluka, wondering what she's doing away from Palm I stop and ask her what she's doing and if she's ok. She responds with "yup! I missed you too much oni-chan!" *sigh* typical Alluka. "Alluka, do you know where Gon went?" I ask her which she probably knows the answer to buy I didn't like her answer... "Yea... He went back to his home, he told me to tell you "it's over" I'm so sorry Oni-chan..." She hugs me with her watery eyes. I can't help but hear my heartbeat slow down and I begin to cry, trying to hold back my tears Alluka says "don't worry Oni-chan, can I make you happy again by playing games and can I play stuffies with you?" She says with a bright smile. "Yea... Sure.." I fake a smile and hold her hand and head back home... There's no point in believing in love anyways...