After thoughts and choices

Looking for Killua

Gon's P.O.V
I keep searching for Killua on the bottom floor of mito-san's house but I can't find him anywhere. I can't help but worry... A little too much, I could feel my heart pound as I realize he could be anywhere on the island. I can't help but feel light headed, I head out in search of Killua. I hear Kurapika open the window in my room and call out to me asking where I'm headed. I tell him I'll search the island, I feel semi-confident in finding him since practically no one knows Whale island better than I do, I start by looking at the docks, asking if anyone has seen him. Sadly no one's seen him, I go to the forest. Still nothing "Killua~" I begin to start whining. I check the swamp/marsh we went fishing and I didn't find him but I did find something helpful. "A note!" I widen my eyes and pick it up. "Don't bother trying to find me, just leave me alone." I can tell its Killua's writing.. I check near the steep rocks on the edge of the island, skimming carefully, trying to not fall with the best of my ability. Until I see Killua sitting on the edge of a hole on the side of the island. Practically pinning myself to the rocky walls I sidle over to him until I hear him say "go away Gon.." I refuse his request and keep carefully moving to him until I'm practically 3 inches from him. Reaching my hand out to him he crawls deeper into the hole telling me if I come closer he'll push me off into the ocean.

Killua's P.O.V
Gon came searching for me, I can't believe him and his insane ideas sometimes.. I tell him to go away, hiding myself in the leaves of the cave/hole I found while running away unable to admit that I liked Gon in that way... He crawls to the cave (we'll just call it that from now on) and sits next to me, unsure how to feel I face away and cross my arms. "Killua, are you..ok?" I hear Gon ask before he puts his hand on my shoulder. I jolt from his sudden touch, "I- I... Gon..." I say hesitantly. "Should I tell him..?" I ask myself, "yes?" He says while coming closer to me. I can't help but blush, *deep breath* "*sigh* I guess it's now or never.." I say to myself.. "C-can I tell you something..?" I say staring at the ground twiddling my thumbs "of course! We're friends!" He says with a typical Gon grin. "You have to promise not to tell anyone and you can't be mad o-or anything..." I say as I look at him, my face red with embarrassment and a dead serious look on my face. "O-ok.." He says cautiously "I pinky promise!" He says as he grabs my hand and intertwines our pinky's "pinky promise, say it!" He said while looking at me with a smile "p-pinky promise.." I say pretty red from our pinky's locking. "Aaaand, seal it with a kiss!" He said as he brought his thumb to mine making to chu sound with his eyes closed. I gives him a kiss hesitantly, he widens his eyes and immediately pulls away from me. "Shit!! He didn't mean it literally!!" I say to myself, "w-why did you do that?!" He backs away, his face becomes practically a tomato.

Gon's P.O.V
I can't believe Killua just kissed me!! Maybe he thought when I said "and seal it with a kiss" I meant it literally.. "I-I'm sorry Gon! I just thought- maybe- I-" he was struggling to find words to back him out of this one. Instead of letting him sit there flustered I...