After thoughts and choices

What is Love?

Gon's P.O.V
Still sitting in the cell, it's been about 2 hours since Alluka, Hisoka and Illumi dropped me off in this cell. Wondering where they went I went outside back to Canary and asked where Killua is or if he passed her yet, she shakes her head saying "Sorry Gon, I wasn't supposed to lie to you.." She lowers her head with her hands grasping her cane close to her head as her wrists start to shake. "W-what do you mean Canary...?" I ask lowering my head to meet hers, "K-Killua-sama never came home.. Illumi-sama and Alluka-sama and their friend told me to lie to get you away from Killua-sama..." She starts to quiver in fear as if something is about to kill her, I try to reassure her until she says "RUN GON!" She shoves me past the line and I start to run not questioning her, not looking back. Why would they try to get me away from Killua though...

Killua's P.O.V
Just as we're at the testing gate I open the door for Alluka but I see her jolt and immediately closes the door. I can't help but become shocked that Alluka wouldn't want to go home and play but she says "n-not here Oni-chan, h-how about s-somewhere else?" Curious of why she would stop us from getting home I open the door and poke my head in and see- "GON?! IS THAT YOU?!" I say my eyes become watery and just as he's about to run to me and give me a giant hug I have a huge smile on my face until Alluka slams the door shut on Gon and I can hear him run into the wall with a giant thud. "Alluka! What was that for?! I thought you said Gon went to his home!" I try to say it lightly as I know she's sensitive but not being able to control my anger I yell it making her almost cry. Realizing what I just did Alluka starts to cry and run away, now I'm torn... Alluka, or Gon.... I had little time to think since Alluka was running faster than I'd ever seen her run before. 'Gon or Alluka... Gon or Alluka... Gon or Alluka!' I couldn't stop thinking and looking back and fourth at my options. But then I realized Gon can just open the door! I run after Alluka to apologize and try to make it up to her and try to stop her I hear her say with a soft whimper/whine "you care about Gon more than me.... Don't you..." Tears still gently streaming down her face, I don't know how to respond without hurting her feelings 'just lie and say you do then run back to Gon' I think and then actually say to her "of course not, I care about my sister more than anything..I-" I get cut off by her saying "prove it... Leave Gon and never go back to him and stay with me forever..." I jolt and widen my eyes at her response.. "A-Alluka, you know I love you but-" I try to hold her hand but she snaps it away from me and covers her face and sits away from me expecting me to do as she says... I can't believe her sometimes...

Gon's P.O.V
I smack face first into the gate and fall flat on my butt. I start to yell "KILLUA? WAS THAT REALLY YOU?" I can't help but get watery, I push the door open but Killua wasn't there... Maybe I was going crazy? Yikes..