A Jinxx love story.....

The next day......

As soon as I woke up I headed straight for the shower and washed my hair, came out dryed my hair and styled in in a ponytail, but a sexy ponytail. I did my makeup very light on the lips and face, and slightly heavier on the eyes. I got dressed into a BMTH vest top and a pair of black skinney jeans and black converse. I pulled on my favourite black AA hoodie and walked out to my car and drove to the studio, stopping in Starbucks on the way.I got to the studio shortly after and got inside as quick as I could, knowing that I would be alone with Jinxx again.

I parked up and walked inside, only to be met with Jinxx holding a bouquet of flowers. I smiled took them and hugged him gently, I pulled away and as I looked in his eyes I said "thank you." Then he kissed me gently, I dropped the flowers and wound my arms around his neck. We broke apart breathless and laughed slighlty to eachother, he took my hand and lead me to the sofa. He sat down and I laid down with my head in his lap, we started talking about my life in england, but it got kind of awkward when Jinxx asked about my childhood. I sat up and sat on the other end of the sofa, "did I do something to upset or offend you?" I shook my head and didn't say anything, I felt a tear escape from my eye and wiped it away with my sleeve before it could fall to my chin.

Jinxx pulled me over to him and pulled me into his arms and I started full on crying, "oh my god Lucy I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to upset you," he said as he held me. I pulled back and said "you haven't upset me, it's just I had a really shitty childhood and I'm forever reminded of it and I really want to forget it." I got up and raced to the bathroom and locked the door, sat down on the floor and started bawling. I heard Jinxx sit down on the other side of the door, he didn't say anything, he just sat there. I pulled off my converse and pulled out the blade that I always kept there, in the lining. I pulled up my sleeve and held the blade over my pre-existing scars, I pressed the blade into my skin and felt the familiar release. I pulled the blade away and put it back in my shoe, put some tissue on my cut and pulled my sleeve back down and fixed myself in the mirror and unlocked the door.

I walked out and sat on the sofa, curling into myself. Jinxx came and sat next to me and I threw myself into his arms, relishing in his warmth. I felt better now, that happened everytime after I cut. We started dancing around the studio and singing together, but Jinxx couldn't really sing. I picked up a violin and played a rock melody as I danced, then once again we heardcars pull up so we put everything back to normal and made it look like we had only just arrived. I walked out back saying to Jinxx that I needed a cigarette, I laid down on the grass smoking just looking up at the clouds. I started humming a new melody that I had been working on, with my eyes closed just letting the sun soak into my skin. Then someone blocked the sun, "hey whoever you are, your blocking my sun," I said and the person moved to the side and sat next to me. Whoever it was grabbed my left hand and held it softly in theirs, I rolled my head to the left and opened my eyes and saw that it was Jinxx.

"The guys are here and they are ready to start writing again, so lets go rebel," he said as he stood up and lifted me with him. We walked back inside and I was met with wolf whistle from Ashley, I raised my eyebrow at him as I said hi to everyone. "You got the twins out," he said as he pointed to my boobs, I laughed and sat down in the armchair I was sat in yesterday. We started talking again, just like yesterday and all the while I was making little notes and lyrics like yesterday.

A few hours later I had written some really random speeches, no songs. I showed them to everyone and they all thought it could be speeches mad emy the enemy in the story and a couple could be by the Wild Ones, who were the good people in our story. So those were going on the album aswell, then we started to think about the music that would go with the songs I had wriiten and the songs everyone else had writen. I had already put music to my song In The End so I played and sang that for them and they all agreed that they would have done exactly the same thing with it.

A few more hours later it was time for me to leave, I waved bye to everyone and raced out to my car. And once again Jinxx caught me before I left, "hey rebel, you were amazing today, I'll see you soon," he said before he kissed me gently and walked inside. I got in my car and drove home, thinking of Jinxx and how stupid I was to cut again.

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Sorry if it's short

Next part up soon.....