A Jinxx love story.....

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I was due in just a couple of days and I was actually more excited than I was nervous, in fact Jinxx was more nervous than I was. He was constantly asking if I was ok, rechecking we had everything in the hospital bag, and making sure that when we got home the babies room was ready. I was just filling my days br writing tons of new songs, I wanted to make my second record full of meaning and I wanted to really speak to the fans. Speaking to the ones I did on tour, I knew they went through the same shitty childhood I did, they had the same insecurities I did and I wanted to tell them, through my music, that it doesn't get better because people will always be fucking assholes, but they are fucking amazing and mean the world to me. I had even wrote a song with a line 'you are the heart that beats inside of me', that was in my favourite song I had ever written.

I had showed it to Jinxx, sang it as well and he full on cryed. Which of course made me cry, I loved it so much and hoped my label would love it just as much as I did. I was gonna wait until the twins were born before I recorded anything, cause lately I got tired after doing the smallest thing. But writing songs was calming, all the songs on this record were directly from my heart and could be taken in various ways, except for one. It was called Take Back Your Life, it was about stopping doing something that was holding you back or keeping you down, and taking back your life, doing something that makes you feel great, something that makes you feel alive again.

I had just showered, dryed myself off and walked downstairs to get a juice, when I felt a pain in my stomach. I gripped onto the counter, and bent over in pain, that was when I noticed the floor beneath me was wet. "Oh shit. Jeremy!" I shouted and he came running downstairs faster than he had ever run. "What's wrong? You only ever call me Jeremy when something's wrong, or your being cute," he said as he got to me. I just pointed to the floor and he immediately jumped into action, he grabbed my hospital bag, threw some paper towels onto my broken water on the floor, took my hand and pulled me out to the car. I was texting everyone on the way there letting them know what was going on, they all texted me saying they would be at the hospital as soon as they could be.

We got to the hospital and Suzella, Ashley, Cam, Ben, Andy, and Danny were already there. Cam helped Jinxx help me inside and Ben took my bag and everyone else went on ahead of us. As soon as I was inside, a nurse led me to a private delivery room. I laid down on the bed and screamed "fuck these fucking shitty children," as another contraction radiated through my entire body. That was when a doctor walked in, he checked me over and said "Mrs Ferguson, I'm sorry to have to tell you, but you are going to have to have a c-section."

That was when I got scared, he continued by saying "you are going to have to change into a hospital gown, and we will take you to the operating room. You can also choose to have a tummy tuck when the babies are born." I just nodded, explained to him that I wanted Jinxx and Suzella with me and that I did want the tummy tuck. Then he left, and so did everyone else, I changed into the hospital gown and laid back down on the bed. The doctor came back in with two other doctors and they pushed me, in the bed, to the operating room. They put a screen just below my boobs so I couldn't see what they were doing to me, they completely numbed me, and then they started. Luckily I couldn't see anything cause Jinxx and Suzella looked horrified.

A few seconds later, I heard crying. I looked up at Jinxx and he was crying, then I heard more crying. My children were born, I was so excited to see them. A few minutes later, Jinxx stood by my head, I looked up at him and saw two bundles of blanket in his arms. He bent right down so I could see my beautiful girls, they were perfect. He said he was gonna take them back slightly so they wouldn't see me getting sewn up, me getting my tummy tuck. They took ten more minutes on that then they sat me up very slightly, took the screen away and Jinxx put my baby girls in my arms. They were fast asleep, they had been alive for less than an hour and they were already asleep.

The nurses pushed me in my bed back to my room, no one was there, Jinxx told me they were in the waiting room so I told him to go get them. I sat myself up, had Suzella fix my hair and I made sure my two little girls were looking perfect. Then everyone walked back in, really quiet cause I said "shhh they're sleeping." They all nodded and stood right by me so they could Alexandria and Andrea perfectly, they all went awww. And I yawned a huge yawn, Jinxx said "honey you definitely need to rest. Everyone come back tomorrow or we will be home tomorrow so we'll talk then." Then he ushered everyone out, I laid the twins in the cot that was next to my bed and I laid down to sleep.

Jinxx sat in the chair next to me on my right side and took my hand, "I love you so much. Thank you for giving me those two perfect girls," he said as he leaned over to kiss my forehead. "I love you too," I said as I yawned again. Then I curled up and went to sleep, thinking about how my family was finally whole. And how absolutely perfect my family was.

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I know it's not very long but cut me some slack. It's hard writing stories and I try and upload as often as I can but sometimes I don't feel as though what I've written that day is good enough so I just wont upload.

Next part up soon.....