A Jinxx love story.....

Waking up in hospital.....

I blinked my eyes a few times before opening them fully, I was almost blinded by the light on the ceiling. I used my arm to cover my face and felt a pull. It was my IV, ugh even though I was covered in tattoo's I hated needles. I looked around and saw only Ben sat there, "where's Jinxx?" I asked, pulling myself up into a proper sitting postion, being careful of my leg.

"He's gone to get some coffee, he hasn't slept since you got here," Ben answered, I nodded and reached for the glass of water beside me. Ben shot up and passed it to me, I smiled a thanks and sipped at it. It was really cold so it couldn't have been there long. Just as I put the cup back down, Jinxx walked through the door. He sped to my side and kissed me hard, then pulled back and said "you don't know how scared I was." I just hugged him tight.

"I was terrified, so I said 'I love you', to you before I blacked out in case I didn't come to," I said when we pulled apart. I looked into his eyes and saw he was crying, he pulled the chair right up next to my bed and sat down, holding my hand. "Don't ever think like that, our love is so strong we will always come back to each other," Jinxx said as he kissed my hand. Just to break the tension, I made fake throw up sounds. He laughed and we both smiled at each other, we started talking and then the doctor walked in.

"Mrs Ferguson, I'm glad to see your awake. Well the bullet went straight through your leg, missing everything that's important. But it will take a while to heal, so you are going to have to use a wheelchair for a month," the doctor said but I cut him off by saying, "no no no, I'm going on tour in two weeks. I can't be in a wheelchair on stage." He sighed and said "I'm very sorry but you have no choice, you may be able to use crutches on stage but you have to use the wheelchair for a month."

He told me a whole bunch of other things before leaving so I could get dressed. I changed very slowly and painfully into a pair of jeans and a BVB top. I didn't bother with shoes and sat back down on the bed. I called out that I was dressed and the doctor and Jinxx came back in, the doctor pushing my wheelchair. I looked at it and it looked so depressing, he pushed it right over to me and Jinxx help me sit in it. We grabbed my stuff, said bye to the doctor and Jinxx wheeled me to the car. When we got to the car, Jinxx lifted me into the passenger seat and folded the chair and put it in the trunk. Ben got in the back, Jinxx in the drivers seat and we drove home. "So why were you at the hospital Ben?" I asked as I looked at him through the rear view mirror.

"I was worried about you," he replied with a shrug. I smiled a thank you and turned on the radio, my song Home Is Where My Heart Is was playing. I squealed in happiness, "oh my fucking god that's my song!" I said in such a high pitch Jinxx covered his ears. When we got home, everyone's cars were there. I had to wait for Jinxx to get the chair out of the trunk, unfold it and then he lifted me out of the car and helped me into the chair. I grabbed my phone and my purse, I made Ben grab my bag and Jinxx pushed me inside. We got into the living room and everyone was there waiting for us, Suzella saw me and started crying. I sighed and rested back in my chair.

"You have got to stop crying, I'm gonna be out of this chair in a month. And yes my leg hurts like fucking the hottest circle in hell but I'm alive," I said and she wiped her eyes and stopped crying. I wheeled myself into the kitchen and got myself a bottle of beer, put it in my lap and wheeled myself back to the living room. I opened the bottle with my teeth and spat the cap at everyone. We started talking about what happened with Connor's body, and apparantly the police came, everyone gave their statements and the police took the body and Danny was let off because it was defence.

Eventually the question I had been dreading came up, Danny asked me "what does your leg look like?" I sighed and pulled my jeans all the way up to the top of my thigh and exposed my bullet wound. It was a pretty deep ditch in my thigh, it was scared over a little and it looked gross. Then I lifted my leg up so everyone could see the back of my thigh, I couldn't see it but I imagined that it looked gross. I put my leg down, pulled down my jean leg and continued drinking my beer.

"Wait, Lucy what are you going to do about the tour in two weeks?" Jake asked, I sighed and said "well the doctor said I could use crutches on stage but all the rest of the time I'll have to be in this fucking chair." Everyone continued talking for hours, we ordered pizza and had that for dinner then everyone had to go home. Suzella had moved out before I got married and moved in with Ashley, so she left with him. When she bent down to hug me goodbye I saw something in her hand sparkle again, so I grabbed her left hand and turned it over to see a ring on the ring finger. I looked up at her in shock.

"Oh yeah, um Ashley proposed when you were on your honeymoon," she said smiling. I gasped and hugged her tight. "Ok, well I need to rest now but tomorrow you are coming here and you are going to tell me everything," I said. She nodded and took Ashley's hand as they walked out. Eventually everyone had gone and Jinxx had to carry me upstairs. He helped me change into my pj's and we curled up together in bed.

I fell asleep, lying against my husband's chest, thinking of how the tour is gonna work. 

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I know it's probably not very long

Next part up soon.....