A Jinxx love story.....

Intresting news.....

We had been home from tour for a week, I woke up at 5am, ran to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet. When I finished I slumped on the floor, I tore off some toilet paper and wiped my mouth, threw it in the toilet and flushed. I pulled myself up and stared at myself in the mirror, I looked terrible. Then literally two seconds laster I could feel vomit coming up my throat, I fell to the floor next to the toilet and emptied what felt like my entire stomach into the toilet. This time I thre up for a solid 5 minutes, after that I felt like I was finished. I washed my face, brushed my teeth and went back to bed. All throughout this whole ordeal, Jinxx had stayed asleep. Which I was kind of thankful for cause ifhe saw he would over-react.

I curled up next to Jinxx but couldn't sleep, so I got up again and went to the recording studio. I had been working on tons of new songs and was gonna put out another record before the end of the year, it being April now. I had decided I was going to record the song I wrote and performed for Jinxx on your wedding day, and I had written some other songs about self empowerment. I didn't realise how long I had been in there, cause after a while I could hear Jinxx shouting for me. "I'm in the studio," I shouted and he walked in and sat with me. "How long have you been up?" Jinxx asked as he kissed my cheek and sat down.

"Not long," I lied. We got talking about the songs I was working on and he thought it was amazing that I already wanted to put out another album. After a few hours of talking, he got dressed and went to rehersal. I took that as my chance to go to the doctors. When I got there I was immediately seen, I told my doctor about this morning and she took some bloods and asked me to give a urine sample. I did and cause she was worried about me she tested them right there and then. I was only waiting half an hour before she came back with the results. "Well you are perfectly healthy," and before she continued I said "so why was I throwing up so much?"

"Well Mrs Ferguson, you were throwing up so much because your pregnant, about three months gone. The thing is your are unusually large for only three months so I would like to give you an ultrasound to see if the baby is abnormal or not," she said and then led me to the room with the scanner. I couldn't even speak, I just followed her and pulled up my top when she said to. She put the gel on my belly, moved the scanner around and then gasped. She moved the scanner all over my belly and then muttered to herself "I was right."

She turned to me and said "it turns out, your pregant with twins." Then she turned the screen to face me and I just gasped. There were two tiny bodies on the screen, my babies. She wiped off the gel and went and got a dvd and pictures for me to take home, I still couldn't speak. I nodded goodbye, walked to my car and drove home. I got inside, walked to our bedroom, and just curled up on the bed and cried. I wasn't ready for this kind of responsibilty, I didn't want two kids. I didn't know how to look after children, I had no one to help me. I was terrified. I didn't know how I was going to tell Jinxx.

I didn't realise I had fallen asleep, but Jinxx was shaking me gently awake. "Have you been crying?" he asked, I shot up, went to the bathroom and locked the door. I didn't know what to say to him, I sat on the floor against the door and sobbed silently. I could see that he was sat in the same place on the other side through the frosted glass of the door. "Honey, are you ok?" Jinxx whispered, I couldn't take it anymore. I threw open the door, Jinxx stood up and I threw myself into his open arms. I shook my head into his neck. He just held me tighter. We walked to the bed, layed down with me still in his arms lying on his chest. "You don't have to tell me until you want to tell me," he whispered into me ear before he kissed the top of my head.

"I'm pregnant," I blurted out. Jinxx sat up, I sat up with him and we looked into each others eyes. "When did you find out?" he asked as he wrapped an arm around my shoulder. Then I explained everything from me throwing up to me getting home and worrying about what to say. "Thank you, for making me a father," he said before he kissed me full on. I let out a sigh of relief and kissed him back. We laughed and started talking about how to tell everyone else. We had decided to do it today so we wouldn't have it on our shoulders for to long.

Jinxx had texted everyone to come round cause he wanted them to listen to one of my new songs, I had really quickly written a shortish song that I was gonna sing for them and it was basicly me saying I'm fucking pregnant with two fucking kids. An hour later everyone had arrived, meaning AA, BVB, my band and Suzella. They all made themselves comfortable on the sofas in the studio, Jinxx pressed the button that let them all hear me. "Ok everyone so this is the first draft of a new song, it's not named yet. Leave all reactions to the end," I said before I picked up my acoustic guitar and started playing. Around a third of the way into the song, Suzella gasped. I looked at her and she had a ginormas smile on her face. I laughed and carried on with the song, when I finished I put my guitar down and slowly walked out to everyone.

Surprisingly the first person to jump up out of their seat and hug me was Karl. He wrapped his arms so tight around me that I almost couldn't breathe. He let go and then Danny hugged me, and he gives amazing hugs. I wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head on his shoulder, we were hugging for what seemed like ages. He let go and then I was passed around like a pass the parcel, hugging everyone. The last person I hugged was Ben, he hugged me really tight. And just like with Danny I rested my head on his shoulder. He was an even better hugger than Danny, I let go and sat on my swivel chair.

"Yeah so I'm pregnant, I found out today, came home told Jinxx, then told all of you. But what I haven't told all of you, bar Jinxx, is that I'm pregant. With twins," I said and they all squealed. Well Suzella squealed, the guys just gasped. "Holy shit, well I know that you'll be an amazing mother. I know that because of all those times we would talk on tour," Andy said from his seat. Jinxx turned to me shocked and said "what's this ?"

"Well, when you, Ashley, CC and Jake were sleeping whilst I drove, me and Andy would talk. I'd help him if he had any issues he wanted to talk about and I'd give him advice about anything and everything that he needed advice on," I said and Andy added "yeah, she was like my big sister. Well Lucy, your still like my big sister. I mean your always there for me when I need you and your supportive like a big sister, and your unbeliveably caring and sidenote, you have this amazing ability to care about any miniscule problem someone may have and you will do your upmost to help them. It's amazing how much you care."

I was actually full on silent crying, Andy stood up at the same time I did and I walked over to him and hugged him the tightest I have ever hugged anyone. All the while I was crying onto Andy's shoulder, then before I could throw up down his back, I ran to my house and into the bathroom and threw up in the toilet. Jinxx, Andy, Danny, Cam, Ben, Ashley, and Suzella had run in behind me and were recoiling from me throwing up. Everyone else was in the hallway outside the bathroom, I was sat on the floor just spewing my guts up into the toilet, getting really embarressed that everyone was seeing me throw up.

When I finally finished being sick I fell back against the wall, sitting on the floor next to the toilet. Jinxx sat next to me and passed me some tissue to wipe my face with. After cleaning my face, I stood up and brushed my teeth again. I turned to Andy and said "don't worry Andy, that, what just happened, wasn't a reaction to your mini speech. It was my kids already being assholes." He laughed and we all went downstairs, we were sat on the sofas in the living room drinking beers, well everyone else was drinking beers I was drinking water. This was going to depress me, everyone else could drink and I was stuck with water and juice and nothing fun.

We were talking about names and eventually we had decided that if they were two girls they would be called Alexandria and Amy. And if they were two boys they would be called Alexander and Christopher. If it was a boy and a girl then we would take one of the names we had already decided on. We ordered greek food and sat eating that, then everyone went home and me and Jinxx curled in bed. I fell asleep unconsciously holding my belly, thinking of how in six or so months, we would have two little kids to look after. And I wasn't sure if I was ready.

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So I saw Suzella again tody for the first time in over a month, we jammed out to the new Asking Alexandria album, From Death To Destiny and it's amazing you should go buy it.

Next part up soon.....