"Looking at you princess"
~Bellamy~
"Bellamy" she whispers "where's my daughter".
Looking at the distress on her face my eyes widen and I involuntarily scratch the back of my head nervously.
Seeing my now tense posture Dr.griffin abandoned's her patient and stands up to look at me sternly in the eye. The discomfort of her injury seeming to disappear as she jabs her filthy finger in to my chest.
"Wheres my daughter Blake" she hisses out, her face getting more red with anger, her nostrils flaring.
I take a slight step back, a sheen of sweat appearing on my fore head. Wiping the sweat off with the back of my sleeve, I laugh nervously.
"Well you see" I begin, my mind trying to search for the right words "I kinda let her leave".
Upon hearing my words Dr.griffins face somehow gets even redder and she closers the gap between us.
"You let my daughter go back out there" her shrill voice screams out, spit spraying everywhere, our conversation brings the attention of the others around us and I see octavia come running over to me in worry.
"It was her choice" I say more confidently this time, my scared nerves completely gone.
Dr.griffins eyes become filled with anger and once again her nostrils flare wide as she jabs a finger on my chest for the second time, the finger jabs right over my heart like it's trying to breaker it to even more pieces.
"You could have stopped her" she argues back "she's probably going to get killed out there".
Her angered scream turns into a motherly sob and her eyes fill with tears.
Rushing over another nurse catches dr.griffin, as she buckles to the ground, before she can fall on to her patient.
Looking at her anguished face, her words finally set into my head and i feel my own eyes brim with tears of guilt.
I let Clarke go out into a forest filled with blood thirsty grounders who will kill her on site. Dr.griffin was right- I could have stopped her but I let my own cowardice get in the way of what was right.
"I'm sorry ok" I half shout/ half sob out "you don't know how hard it was to let the girl you love walk away like that".
I take in a deep breathe between my sobs, filling my heart broken chest with air I take one final look at dr.Griffins now shocked face before turing around and walking to my tent.
I push away octavias comforting hand from my shoulder, not daring to look back at her hurt face as I push my self through the crowd of people that assembled to look at mine and dr.griffins showdown that forced me to let down a wall I had a hard time keeping up- the wall that was hiding my feelings for Clarke from everyone including her.
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Hey readers,
Sorry about the short chapters but that's how I'm writing this fanfic.
Also sorry about any grammar mistakes 😄
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Bellarke ignited
Fanfiction•book 1•completed• my old name was Hungergamesmaze, so that's why it says that on the book cover X This is my version of the 100 after season 2. Will the Sparks between Clarke and Bellamy stay alive even after she leaves or will they burn out bef...
