"If you need forgiveness, I'll give that to you. You're forgiven".
~Bellamy, the 100
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~Bellamy~
Resting my head in my hands I sigh out in annoyance and tiredness- annoyance at myself for getting angry at my sister and getting tired from never finding evidence that will lead to Clarke.
My hands getting caught in my unwashed, dark curls, reminds me of Clarke's beautiful, golden hair- the way it lights up with with a kiss from the sunlight or gets all tangled when the breeze blows through it.
I also miss her face when she gets angry at me or laughs at my lame attempts of jokes and I miss her courage she has to protect those around her- even if she didn't love them- she wasn't just their hero, she was mine.
When I first saw her in the drop ship, I couldn't see her beauty because it was hidden behind the dark hate I had for her people- which she had no choice in.
She ran away because she didn't think she was worth forgiving but if she wants to be forgiven, I'll forgive her- I'll forgive her everyday.
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"Bellamy" a worried voice comfortingly ask me "are you ok?".
Turing my head around, I look over my shoulders to see Raven smiling at me, her right arm holding her make shift crutches wicks made for her, she hobbles over to me and sits on the log by my side.
"I'm fine" I reassure her, my words telling a different story to what I'm actually thinking.
"Are you sure?" Asking me a question again, she looks into my eyes with hers as if searching for something.
"I'm fine" I then reassure her for a second time, my voice annoyed and agitated.
I really don't want to get angry and blow my fuse but I've been really edgy and out of whack lately.
Bringing her dark, tanned hand up she pats my shoulder supportively, her hair slick back in her usual ponytail, she speaks again.
"Well it's looks like to me your missing Clarke" her voice pointedly lets out my biggest secret as I look at her in shock, my dark, brown eyes blinking in confusion.
"How did you know" I say back, shock evident in my voice- I thought I keep this a secret.
She looks at me and smirks, humour fills her dark eyes as she pats my shoulder yet again.
"Oh come we all know" she begins "ever since she left you've been so down and it's easy to tell its because of her" her eyes filling with sorrow, I feel mine fill up with tears at the thought of not being with Clarke- but I quickly wipe them away with my scruffy sleeve, I'm Bellamy blake and I don't cry.
"Don't worry, we'll find her" enveloping me in a hug, she whispers those soothing words in to my ears.
-short chapters as usual and thanks for reading 😄-
P.S: the next chapter is going to be longer and more emotional so you have that to look forward to.
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Fanfiction•book 1•completed• my old name was Hungergamesmaze, so that's why it says that on the book cover X This is my version of the 100 after season 2. Will the Sparks between Clarke and Bellamy stay alive even after she leaves or will they burn out bef...
