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"You couldn't expect anyone else to share your suffering. You had to carry your pain alone".
Kass Morgan, The 100 (The Hundred, #1)
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~Bellamy~
"Where could she be" I furiously shout out into the quiet, green forest. I stomp my foot on the floor in agitation as everyone looks towards me.
"Calm down bell, we'll find her" my sister octavia soothingly says, her arms reaching over to rub my arm affectionately.
But my anger to just boils up more, we've been trying to find her for days and we haven't found a single clue, it's like she's just vanished.
"I can't calm down" my mouth seethes out "we need to find her but all this bastard rain has washed everything away" I kick the tree next to me in frustration, the bark crumbling of it like an avalanche.
Octavia backs away from me slightly, hurt fills her face as she slowly moves her hand away from me.
Realising that I've hurt her I move forwards- bringing my hand out to her but she backs away even more in to Lincoln's arms. He wraps one around her protectively as octavias face turns to a brewing anger.
"Acting like that won't get her back, so just calm down" her face turns red as she shouts at me, her eyes dark and angry.
"Easy for your to say" I shout back "your not the one who's lost their true love, your not the one who killed a whole MOUNTAIN of people!" My leg then kicks the tree again, leaves and branches fall around me like snow as I furiously run back to camp.
How can my a sister be so insensitive like that. We're meant to be by each other's side and support each other.
But ever since she met Lincoln she has changed, she only cares about her self and her own little problems.
She's in her own little stupid bubble that only surrounds her and Lincoln.
She doesn't know what it feels like to have the deaths of some many people hanging on your back, haunting your dreams and turning them in to nightmares- turning you crazy.
I pulled that lever with Clarke, I was by her side, my hand cradled hers like a protective dome as we turned the people's souls off. That night we all had a price to pay and mine was Clarke.
It effected her so much that she had to leave, I damaged her soul- changed her from strong and fierce to weak and feeble.
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Fanfiction•book 1•completed• my old name was Hungergamesmaze, so that's why it says that on the book cover X This is my version of the 100 after season 2. Will the Sparks between Clarke and Bellamy stay alive even after she leaves or will they burn out bef...
