CARNIVORE [MxM+]

Author's Note

Hey,

Okay, with introductions out of the way, I want to be honest. Let's address the elephant in the room.

It's been a minute since I've updated, and it was even longer before I updated the time before that. I want to admit to you all that I'm burnt out. Hella.

But it's weird because I'm not actually burnt out. Like I've been churning through endless ideas and chapters for this story, and I love every second of it. But that's where my motivation stops. It's almost like the thought of this story is more appealing than the actual story. 

Over the past year or so, I've pushed down literally every other story idea I've conjured up to focus on this. I always thought, "One goal at a time, focus," and that mindset has done nothing but absolutely fuck my writing. Every day of 2026 has gone like this: wake up, think of something to write for Carnivore, think of something to write for another story idea, try to flesh out that other story idea, stop myself from straying off the Carnivore path, become miserable because I can't write the things I want to, stay up all night realizing I've made no progress, repeat these actions the next day. 

What I'm trying to say is that I'm done acting like I don't need a break from this story. I need to write something else, even if no one will like it. I do that, and hopefully it'll fix my failure of a series. Or it doesn't, and I die. Whatever.

As soon as I get this itch out of my skull, I'll be able to focus again. I love you guys. Sorry. But I'm not giving up just yet. Keep an eye out for those other story ideas if you want to. I'm gonna go schedule another tattoo. Goodnight.