Sadistic | Sata Kyouya x Reader

♚ eight

"H-HE KISSED ME!" You paced back and forth around the room, gripping onto your hair while San-chan stuck to her book. Besides all the racket caused by your feet rapidly stomping against the wooden flooring, San flipped another page within her book in silence. You stopped to observe what she was doing, only to see her completely immersed in the book, too occupied to give a thought.

"SAN!" You shook her shoulders back and forth, angrily sputtering in her face. "Are you listening?!"

Her book shut with a thud, and her eyes filled with annoyance and a twitch. "I expected this much, [Name]."

"Wh-what are you saying?!"

"You've fallen in love with that sadist, haven't you?"

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O-of course not! Ridiculous! Dummy! Stupid! I can't... really be?

"Stop spacing out like that, you look uglier when you do."

"H-huh?" Your eyes widened for a moment, gripping tighter onto the lunch table. Kyouya watched you with bemusement, palm on his chin. Being oblivious to his insult, Kyouya hid his disappointment and continued sipping his juice box.

Oddly enough, you wanted to bring up the kiss. You wanted to ask him what it meant, if it really meant anything to him, if it was just a ploy for your loyalty. Maybe in the end you were just satisfied with a kiss. A kiss with no strings attached. Though these feelings for him...

"Kyouya," you started. "Have you ever loved anyone?"

He simply answered an abrupt "no", and resumed his session of drinking juice. Not only was Kyouya completely unaware of the emotional value to the question, he answered nonchalantly. Too casually.

You kept asking. "Kyouya, would you ever consider love?"

"No," he grumbled. "Romance is just an extra to life. I don't mind having it, but I'm not in the mood to chase it."

His body shifted towards the left, implying he wasn't in the mood to talk. But your heart grew heavy and his answers weren't helping. "Hey... then why'd you kiss me yesterday?"

For the first time, his eyes avoided yours and he crossed his arms and scoffed. "You do realize my kisses have no meaning behind them?" His sly smirk almost made you sick. "You are just my dog. I kissed you out of boredom, don't read too much into it."

You nearly wanted to punch him right then and there. But the cafeteria atmosphere denied you the right, and instead you pulled yourself up. "I guess I'm not surprised to hear that from an asshole like you... but... I can't believe you were my first kiss. Of all... people..." you spat, and Kyouya's eyes widened. "I can't believe I even liked you for a moment..."

Kyouya remained silent. You clasped a hand over your mouth, realizing you've said more than enough-a confession right as you were venting your anger to Kyouya. How great was the timing? You pushed your chair back and left Kyouya stranded on a search to find San.

You ran through the empty hallways, exasperated and unable to talk. Hot tears were about to pour from your eyes. You wanted to get away. Anywhere but here. Not with Kyouya...

Shoes clacking against the flooring slowed down. You stopped, clenching your fists and finally giving into your impulsive emotions. For someone like him, you were crying, so, so much. Your school uniform drowned in your tears as you slammed your back against the wall, slumping to the floor in exhaustion. No one else was around to hear your muffled crying, all from falling in love with someone who was unobtainable. Someone who didn't understand why people enjoyed the concept of love. Someone... like Sata Kyouya.

"[Name]...?"

You lifted your head, facing the golden-eyed cheery Hikaru who was clueless, head tilted to the side puzzled. "Oh no! Y-you're crying! Who did this?"

Hikaru kneeled down and offered a handkerchief, wiping your eyes, all while seeing you in this awful broken state that you couldn't bear any longer. "Who made [Name]-san cry?" he asked softly.

"It's my fault... for believing in something that never existed," you smiled through your heartache. Hikaru showed a look of disappointment.

"That's not it, is it?" he said. "You've fallen in love with Sata-san, haven't you?"

You kept silent, brushing his question off with a lack of response. He sighed, shaking his head and grabbing your chin. "If you tell me you've fallen in love with him, then I won't kiss you."

"Wh-what?!"

"Because... I really like you too, [Name]. I don't want to love someone who doesn't love me back," he says sharply, closing the distance between your lips.

You couldn't admit you loved Kyouya. But how could you ignore the tugging feeling in your chest?

"I..."

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I'm really sorry for the super short chapter even though it's been quite a while since I've updated! I promise I'll start pumping out those updates once I get my shit in order. If you've actually waited through all this damn mess, thank you so much and I appreciate your loyalty! <3 I definitely won't let you down~!