She's just so beautiful, concentrate. I can't get over the way she talks. Her accent, her lips.
Come on Beyonce LISTEN! Why am I doing this to myself?
As Rihanna finishes accepting her award I try not to look like I'm drooling over her.
"I knew she was going to win" Jay says. Snapping me out of my Rihanna trance.
"Of course she did, I mean did you see who else was in the category with her?" I laugh.
The awards show was almost over. Justin Bebier was the closing performer and he was just about through.
"You ready to go?" Jay whispered in my ear. Why did he want to leave so early? "Sure" I said moving slowly making sure we left out with the crowd.
I scan the audience. There she was sitting with her best friend that I see so much on her Instagram.
"Maybe we should just wait until he finishes Jay, I don't want to be rude"
Just as I said that Rihanna gets up and walks down her row.
"Nevermind" I said "we can leave"
"What just happened?" Jay said laughing.
"Nothing, let's just go"
As we walk out of the award show I make sure we stop and talk to as many people as we can. Stalling.
Everyone was coming up telling me that I had a great performance, and I wasn't really paying attention. I smiled and said thank you to everyone not trying to get to deep into conversations. My mind was on Rihanna. Where is she? I thought to myself. She wouldn't just leave without say something to Jay.
I'm scanning the crowd aggressively. As I turn around there she was. In her royal blue jumpsuit, hair slicked back in a very sleek long ponytail, laughing with Jay.
How did I miss her? I thought. Whatever just walk over there, and please keep calm.
"Hey" I said in my calmest voice. "Congratulations"
"Thank you" she said "Same to you and I just have to say your performance was everything"
I smiled "Thank you"
"So are you guys going to the after show party?" Rihanna said
"We were thinking about it"
"Really" Jay said, "all you were talking about this whole time was how you were ready to go"
This nigga, I rolled my eyes.
"Yeaa, ready to leave the award show, I'm always down for a party"
Rihanna laughs. "We should all go together then, everyone else bailed on me and I wanna go with some familiar faces"
She smiled at me.
"Well I'm ready to call it a night, but you go Bey have fun" Jay kissed me on my check
Rihanna turned to me "you think you can handle me Bey" I blushed.
"Let's go!"
And just like that my night turned around for the better
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Mutual Feeling | A Beyonce & Rihanna Story
FanfictionBeyonce is torn, when she loves one, but doesn't want to hurt another.