Mutual Feeling | A Beyonce & Rihanna Story

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**Rihanna POV

What the hell just happened? I sit on my bed and just let what just happened sink in.. Why is she fucking with me? I can't do this.. I don't wanna do this. I'm suppose to be on board with this just because she said so? It's not happening like that. I was so tempted though.. God knows I wanted to kiss her, hell I just wanted her to throw me on the bed and have her way with me. But that can never happen. I miss her obviously.. But I can't do that again. What if she changes her mind again? I mean.. Not change her mind but I need her to be 110% into this. She needs to prove to me that if she gets me she wants to keep me. I sigh.

"MELISSA"

She came running into the room "So..."

"Why did you let her in? Melissa.. I didn't and I don't want to see her anymore"

"Why are you lying to yourself man" she rolled her eyes "Rihanna I know you.. And I KNOW you want Beyonce"

"I DON'T want her! Like why don't you get that, I don't want Beyonce! You think your helping but you're not, I didn't need to see her. I'm trying to get over her"

"Why? Why are you doing that to yourself? If you love her, who cares? She loves you Rihanna, or at least cares about you.. Why would she come over here if she didn't. You know what forget it. If you say you don't want her then you don't, be sad I don't care.." She walked out the room.

I did want her, I'm trying so hard not to want her but when a feeling is there it's there. Gosh, if I didn't go to this Tidal meeting, if my car wasn't late picking me up none of this would have happened.. Does that mean faith or is it just a coincidence?

**Beyonce POV

I open the door "Jay.. Blue.." I'm walking in taking off my shoes. And I realized I didn't have on any gym clothes. FUCK

"Hi Mommy, look what I made" she's holding up a picture she drew.

"That's beautiful Blue Boo" this little girl amazes me everyday. She smiles and takes the drawing walking back into the living room.

"I thought you were going to the gym?" He's looking me up and down seeing that I had on the clothes I wore from the meeting.

"I was, but Kelly called me. She's here in New York, I went and saw her instead of the gym. Seemed like a better night" I laughed and praying that he believes my lie.

"You should of told her to come over. Did she have Tee with her? Haven't seen little man in a while."

Phew

"She did! Maybe I'll call her tomorrow and see if she's not busy"

Thank gosh he believed that.

He's walking into the kitchen, and I hear him yell to me. "We're you good today? I mean with seeing Rihanna and everything.. Just want to make sure your comfortable going to the meetings, I mean if your not..."

"I'm fine Jay, I have to be fine. You told everyone the meetings were mandatory. How wrong would that be if I didn't show up?"

"You can do whatever you want, you're my wife." He wraps his arms around me and starts to kiss me.

I turn towards him "Blue is up *kiss* We can't do this" I wrap my arms around his neck getting deeper into the kiss.

"Then what are you doing?" He grabbed my ass.

"Teasing you" I broke free from him. "Blue Blue, come on baby it's time for sleeps"

I turn toward Jay, who was just standing there, then I look away "Mommy's going to sleep with you tonight"