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---------------------***Rihanna POV
"What the hell is going on with her?" Mel said through the phone.
"I don't know, before she went to sleep I asked her was she ok and she said no, and that she didn't feel like talking about it"
"And you just left it at that?"
"Yeaa.. What else was I suppose to do? I didn't want to start and argument. If she didn't want to talk about it I wasn't going to force her to"
"I don't know how you do it! That shit would have annoyed the fuck outta me. Like why even say yes if you wasn't going to elaborate on the problem.."
Melissa was right. I mean of course I was annoyed that she told me something was bothering her and then basically told me that she wasn't going to tell me because it wasn't my problem. I want her problems to be our problems. I get so nervous when she acts like this.. I mean in the past it's always left me hurt, but I'm trying to stay positive. This conversation with Melissa is definitely not helping the situation.
I hear Melissa ".... Helloooo! Are you every listening to what I'm saying?" She sounded angry.
"I'm sorry I wasn't, I can stop thinking about what's bothering her."
"If it's bothering you that much, go wake that ass up, and ask her! Why should she be holding stuff back from you."
"You're right.. I'm going to go talk to her"
I hang up with Mel, and put my phone down. I let out a loud sigh.
"Are you sad?" I hear a little voice say to me.
"No sweetie, I'm just thinking about adult things. Nothing you should worry about"
Blue hopped on the bed with me, then made her way on my lap.
"It's ok, to be sad. Daddy told me it was ok"
I scrunch up my face in confusion. "Why were you sad Blue Blue"
"Because mommy and daddy don't live together anymore.. It made me sad"
My heart drop, with everything that has been happening I never really stopped to think how Blue would handle all of this. She is four years old, although she may not understand everything, she knows what's normal for her.. And this isn't normal.
"You don't have to be sad sweetie, your mommy and daddy will love you the same even if they aren't living together. And the great part about is that you get an extra person to love you just as much"
She looked up at me "Who"
"Me silly!! I promise that not matter what I'll always love you! And so will your mom and dad"
I get off the bed and pull her into a great big hug. I really hope my words comforted her. I feel bad that she really doesn't have anyone to talk about this with.. Then I stop to think if this is what's bothering Bey..
"Ok Ms. Diva, let's go see if your mother is up, I wanna do something fun, just the three of us!"
"Yay" Blue hopped out of my arms and ran out the room shouting "Mommy, Mommy.. Get up!"
***Beyonce POV
I open my eyes to Blue and Rihanna in my face. "Oh My Gosh!"
I heard Blue laughing, "Did we scared you mommy"
"Yes you guys did" I make eye contact with Rihanna, rubbing my eyes. "What's going on guys?" I say still laying down
"We going out to do something fun" Blue said jumping on the couch with me.
I look at my watch and it was all most 5pm. Blue was leaving soon so I was confused as to where she thought she was taking her.
I look over at Rihanna, "She's leaving soon.. Where were y'all going?"
"WE.. As in the three of us are going out"
I'm just looking at her, wasn't really in the mood to do anything. Or to accidentally run into anyone.
"I'll stay here, just make sure she's back by 6ish" I lay back down.
"Come on Rihanna, mommy doesn't want to come" Blue was pulling on her arm but she wasn't moving.
"Hold on Blue, I have to talk to your mommy really quick, go to your room and get your shoes"
Blue let her go and ran up stairs.
She making her way to me, then just towered over me. "What's up?" I say I know she heard the annoyance in my voice.
"What's up with you? I'm good, you the one to that seems to have a problem."
"What's the attitude?" I say.
"I don't have one, I was just asking a question. You the one who sounds annoyed? Who wakes up from a nap angry?" Rihanna said.
I'm rolling my eyes "Y'all woke me up, so yes I was a little annoyed..."
Rihanna is still towering over me.. Everything she's doing now is getting me annoyed
"You have a issue Bey? Because I mean you went to sleep annoyed and you woke up even more annoying? What's the problem?"
"I'm annoying?" I raise my eyebrow. She was still stuck on something I told her I didn't want to talk about, but I was the annoying one.
"You still worried about what I said before I fell asleep? Its not anything serious so let it go Robyn"
"We'll it must be serious cuz it got you acting real bitchy right now?"
Was she trying to work me up because it's working.. I just wanted to walk away because I was over this whole conversation. "Blue Baby.. Did you get your shoes? Rihanna ready to go" I yell up to her.
"Get your shoes, because you're coming too" she said in a voice that was like I had no choice.
"Nahh I'm good, y'all have fun tho" I get up and walk away.
Blue's running down the stairs. "Come on!"
"We're waiting for your mother to put her shoes on"
"Yay mommy your coming! Let's get ice cream!"
"No, Blue. Just.. "
Rihanna cut me off before I got anything out. "Yes she's coming Blue, go play while she gets ready"
"You guys take forever" Blue said walking away with her shoes untied
I'm looking at her in confusion, "I said I wasn't going.. So what's up?"
"Yeaa but I think you should come, and change your attitude.. Cuz it's not doing anything for either of us."
I don't know why but I got up and got ready. As I was upstairs fixing my hair I couldn't believe we were really having an argument about this. I pull my hair back into a bun and throw on a big brim hair with a sundress. As I was walking down the stairs I see Rihanna standing at the door way with Blue, with her back facing me.
"Come on Beyonce" she yelled up to me with out even turning around. Obviously she didn't see me walking down the stairs because she didn't bother to turn around.
"I'm right here"
She turned around to look at me and then walked out the door with Blue. I couldn't believe this shit was making her so mad. I roll my eyes and proceed to the door, thinking how fun this little out was going to be.
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Mutual Feeling | A Beyonce & Rihanna Story
FanfictionBeyonce is torn, when she loves one, but doesn't want to hurt another.