I wake up to Beyoncé curled up in the blanket. She looked so cute asleep like a little puppy. I move the hair out her face and placed a kiss on her cheek.
I get up and go to the window. I can't stop thinking about last night, it was so perfect. Beyonce is still sleeping I stare at her, I really do care about her.
It's almost 6am, I should probably wake her up now I thought to myself. I pull the curtains open and yell "Rise and Shine sleepy head"
She pulls the cover back over her head "I'm still tired"
I yank them off "Ok but you have a husband to go home to, Remember?" I laughed
She gave me an evil look "what time is it"
"5 past 6"
"Oh shit" she hopped out of bed and started looking for her dress and shoes. I'm just looking at her, kind of annoyed she's in such a rush to leave.
She hits me with s pillow "You can help me you know! You're the one who took my dress off last night"
I'm laughing and grab a pillow and hit her right back "Trick I'm pretty sure your the one who took off your dress and flung it across the room"
She laughing still looking for her dress. I grab her hand. "Rihanna stop, I really have to get ready" she let go of my hand and walked into the bathroom I followed her. She's fixing her hair when she noticed me looking at her though the mirror, she walked over to me and kissed me "you know I don't want to leave, it's just the whole situation is kinda fucked"
I look away from her "Do you care about me"
"Rih"
"Just answer me Beyonce. I care about you.. ALOTT. I don't want to have feelings for someone that I mean nothing to"
She rolled her eyes "Why would you even ask me a questions like that" her voice was angry "Would I really be here if I didn't care for you? Would I have left my hotel room at 2am to come see you if I didn't care about you"
My eye are watering, I can't even look at her. I want to believe everything she's saying but deep down I couldn't get over the feeling that this wasn't really real to her, it was all just for fun. I walk out the bathroom without saying anything.
She follows me "Rih I really need to go" she said caressing my check "But I don't want to leave with you upset" she pulls me close and hugs me tight, my head just falls on her shoulder and I cry. I didn't want to but I could help it, I wanted her to want me.
She whispered in my ear "I love you Rihanna, I really do" and she walked to the door and left. I watched her walk down the hallway with her words ringing in my ear I love you Rihanna, I really do
But I couldn't get over the feeling they were just words.
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Mutual Feeling | A Beyonce & Rihanna Story
FanfictionBeyonce is torn, when she loves one, but doesn't want to hurt another.