Mutual Feeling | A Beyonce & Rihanna Story

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***Beyonce POV

"Hey mama, I'm coming by now to pick up my little girl, how was she?"

"An angel like always"

I hear Blue yelling mommy in the background through the phone.

"I love you Blue Blue, and I'll be there soon. And mama I have to talk to you about something"

"What is it baby?"

I didn't know how much I wanted to tell her.. I don't know if I was ready to tell her that I was in a relationship with a woman, but I had to tell her about divorcing Jay before she heard about it in the blogs. And I surly didn't wanna say it over the phone but, I take a deep breath and just blurt it out.

"I told Jay I want a divorce.."

"WHAT!? Are you ok baby? Why are you just telling me this? I didn't even know you guys were having problems? You sure y'all can't work it out, oh lawd have mercy... Beyonce is he hitting you.. I swear if-"

I had to cut her off if not she would never stop talking. "Mama I'm not ready to talk about it, but I just had to let you know from my mouth before you heard it somewhere else.. I just have to get my head straight before I can speak on it. It's just a lot to deal with right now"

I really wasn't ready for a game of 21 questions, not tonight at least. I just wanted to go get Blue and snuggle up with my two girls. I had a long day, so much was on my mind. I didn't want to think, I don't want to talk about it. Not tonight. I just want to enjoy my girls, and deal with the world tomorrow, or in a couple of days.

Mama stayed silent for a few seconds, then spoke "Ok, whenever your ready I'm here. Are you sure you wanna take Blue?  I know how hard it is to deal with something like this you may wanna be alone, I can watch her for tonight if you need me to."

"Thank you, but I wanna see my little girl. I need her more than ever right now, but thank you mama."

"No needs for thanks, I'm your mother. That's why I'm here"

It felt nice getting comforting words from everyone. I smile to myself.

"I'll be in in 5 minutes, I love you" 

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"MOMMYY!!"

Her voice alone was enough to get me out of any mood I was in. I was so happy to see her, she made me forget everything that happened today. I pick her up and spin her around.

"Hey Blue Blue" I give her endless kisses "I missed you"

"I miss you too Mommy, but I had lots of fun with grandma"

I smile, still planting kisses on her cheeks as she giggles, telling me to stop. "Go give grandma a hug and tell her you'll see her later"

I put her down and mama told her to go in the room to grab her Barbie, Blue took off down the hall way and mama just came up to me grabbing my hand. I sigh. "I'm not ready to talk about it mama, I told you that.."

"I know baby, just wanna make sure your ok"

"I'll be fine, I'm going to relax with Blue, if I need you I'll call you"

Blue came bouncing back into the room, she said her goodbye to mama and we left.

"Soo Blue, you wanna have a sleepover at Rihanna's house?"

She was so caught up in a game on her iPad that I don't even think she was listening to me. She was just answering.

"Sure Mommy"

I laugh and let her enjoy her game.

I open my phone and go to Rihanna's name to send her a text

8:46pm
Baby ❤️ I love you so much, I'm on my way there (with Blue) and it's official.. I'm finally yours! Be there in 20

I send the text with the biggest smile on my face. I couldn't wait to see my girlfriend.. Damn I like the way it sounds.. My girlfriend Rihanna.

8:48pm
Hurry, I want to see my girls

***Rihanna POV

I smile at my phone.. I'm so proud of her! I can't actually believe this is happening after all this time, no more sneaking around (for the most part), no more wondering how she feels. This was it! I was hers and she was mines.

I think about how great things are going to be, and then start to think about everything that's going to come with this also. How messy the divorce is going to be, all the emotional and physical stress it's going to be on Bey.. Blue having to go through all this at such a young age. I feel for her, not always going to have her daddy around. I mean she maybe to young to understand but it's just not going to be what she's use to. This will  be a huge change for her.

Then I think about coming out to everyone.. Our families.. The world. How hard it's going to be, how much hate we might get from this and how our career may even be effected.

It's just a lot to take in. But I told her I was ready for anything that came with us being together, and I meant that. No matter what happens we'll always have each other. I smile to myself thinking how good it sounds to know that i'll always have someone by my side. It's been so long since I've actually been in a relationship and since I've actually found someone I've connected with. Who would of thought that my next serious relationship would be with a woman, that woman being BEYONCE herself. I was literally the luckiest person in the world. 

A smile appears on my face, her name alone was enough to make me smile. "Beyonce" I say out loud to myself and start to laugh. I can't believe how much in love with this woman I am.

I'm broken from my thoughts when I hear my doorbell ring and frequent knocks at the front door.

I run to the door and open it.. Beyonce was standing there, with Blue in her arm fast asleep.

"Awhhh" I moan "Wake her up!! We're suppose to have a girls night"

"Umm... No, it is nearly 10 o'clock. Let my baby sleep it's WAY past her bed time"

I suck my teeth and reach for Blue.

"I swear Rihanna if you wake her up" she says taking a few steps back reluctant to let me grab Blue.

"Shut up and give her to me, I'm just going to bring her up to my room"

She gave me a look then let me take blue from her, I started walking her up stairs kissing her more than a thousand time before we reached my room, I laid her down gave her one last kiss and quietly walked out of the room.

I make my way into the the living room and plop down on the couch next to Beyonce. I lean in close so I can whisper in her ear "Hello girlfriend"

Beyonce shoved me away laughing "You're so corny"

"I'll be corny then" I said "I mean how long have we've been waiting for this? That's your new name.. Girlfriend" I'm giggling and I see her trying to hold back her smiles. "So how are you feeling? After everything today? Damn it was a long fucking day"  I said.

"It was and I don't wanna talk about it" she turned to me grabbing my face "I just want to enjoy you.. Enjoy THIS... Do you realize this is the first night that we are actually going to just be with each other? Not have to worry about anyone.. Don't have to worry about me leaving or someone interrupting us." She kissed me hard and I felt chills go down my body.

"I know" I say

"Gosh, I don't even want to talk, I just want to just be here with you" she laid her head down on my lap and I stroke her hair.

She looks up at me with her beautiful brown eyes  glossed over, "I'm so happy" and she just snuggled up to me, she had fell asleep in my arms many time, but tonight it felt the best.

"I love you" I whispered.

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Enjoy guys!
-Tay ❤️