Mutual Feeling | A Beyonce & Rihanna Story

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**Beyonce POV

I walked in from the show.

YOU KILLED IT BEYONCE!

I'm wiping the sweat off  my face with my towel, walking back to my dressing trailer, everyone was telling me "good job" and "Damn Bey" I just keep a smile on my face, thanking everyone.

I get to my dressing trailer and the lights were on. Jay's here. I said in my head. Kind of excited to see him. Especially after everything.

I open the door. My whole faced changed.

"You not happy to see me?"

I just stared.

"Bey don't act like you didn't know I was going to be here, that what's my whole trip to Philly was about.. YOU"

"I just thought you would leave after that night, thought I made it kind of obvious that I didn't want to see you" I said but I know the look on my face said differently.

Rihanna was just sitting in the chair laughing.

"I know your happy to see me, the other night you were just scared, which I get"

I'm just standing there, eyes watering.

"But I know that you can't look me in the eyes and tell me your not happy I'm here" she said

I couldn't help it I did want her here. I don't know what it was but I liked being in her presence. Every since that first night I just felt that we had that type of connection.

She knew it, I knew it.

Tears are running down my cheek, Rihanna comes over to hug me.

"You can't be here Rih, I'm sorry"

She broke from the hug. Her eyes are hard.

"Why Beyonce, why can't I be where I know I'm wanted. Why are you fighting this?"

"I can't" I start to walk to the door.

Then I turn around " You know I can't, I'm married and.."

She cut me off "I don't care about your marriage Beyonce, I care about you. Why don't you get that. I want you and I know you feel the same.

She was yelling now.

"You just don't want to admit it! I really don't get you. You try so hard for something and then when it happens you don't take it? That's dumb! It makes no sense" she said.

I walk out, I'm sitting out side the dressing trailer crying. She opens the door and I look up at her and she just walked pass me. Like I wasn't there. She disappeared into the dark.

I waited 15 minutes to see if she'd come back and she didn't.

I cry even harder, "I'm so stupid" I say out loud.

"No you're not" I hear a voice say.

A smile instantly appeared on my face.

"Blue Boo!"

I turned around and she smiling while Jay is holding her.

I take her from him. "Why you cry mommy?"

Jay is staring at me waiting for me to answer.

"Nothing baby, I just missed you and now you're here and now I don't have to cry anymore"

Blue laughed "ok"

"Can I go inside and play with my iPad"

I smile "of course"