Hate letters to the one I love

update

so i feel for that new person and it turns out hes taken. moved on and hes a fuckboy so i moved on from that. and fell for mr.fuckboys bestfriend. i new it wouldnt last because of how he is. im not saying that he is a fuckboy too because for sure he is not. hes just not used to relationships. so literally hours ago he told me that he cant do it. i said okay and cried. not because i missed him but because i have to go through the struggle of being lonely. happiness is like my drug and when im unhappy its like the same effects of getting off drugs.