Hate letters to the one I love

messed up

he has a  girlfriend. why didnt i make that clear before? but you know whats weird? i cry over him. maybe not completely over him but mostly its because of him. i also cry because im so fucking lonely. i want to be in someones arms right now.. i want him to kiss me everyday. im scared to love again. to like again. to even have a little hope that maybe someone out there will be the one. because i get way too attached.