Hate letters to the one I love

Its been a year.

Last time I wrote it was August 6, 2016
Today it's august 11, 2017 . I'm now 15. I'm in a relationship , we're coming to 6 months now . It's hard , relationships are hard . But I love him . I'm growing up . I'm going to be a junior . School starts in a month . I miss my old life . I have regular sex and I love it . I love sex , it feels good . You should try it .