Hate letters to the one I love

its been 6 months

6 months wow. after him i began to hoe. i talked to multiple guys, different grades. i dated again. he was bad. he was controlling. he was abusive. he dumped me but im kinda glad he did. after him i got bad. baddie lol. i went out and talked to multiple guys again. i lost my virginty. i have so many stories to tell lol. i moved 5673 miles from away from home. all my friends all the people i care about. my dad. my lover. i met someone new. antonio. hes perfect. no flaws at all. hes all about the good life. i love him. he makes me smile nonstop. hes amazing.