Can Not Decide

Part 4

"I.. I don't want to..." I was surprised by that offer.

"Just please.. " I was actually hearing him begging me to stay with him.

He rubbed his cheek on my shoulder and said please once more. He was spooning me and his hug was getting tighter.

" If you wanted that much me to stay then why were you so mean..? "

His voice was sleepy and sad, " I had to"

"You had to be mean to me? That's just ridiculous. "

His voice sounded fed up, "Just stay here or I simply won't let you go."

"Well that didn't sound polite. "

" Just shut up now and you can talk as much as you want tomorrow. "

It sounded like a great offer. I hugged his arms around me and fell asleep with his scent.

In the morning I didn't wake up very pleasently. Cole came in room and took the blanket away and it woke me up unpleasantly. Then he saw Dylan hugging me and pulled me from his arms.

"What do you think you're doing?? " Was it Jealousy on his face? I couldn't tell.

Then Dylan woke up slowly and his hands were searching for someone. He opened his eyes when he couldn't find anyone next to him. Cole was hiding me behind him and it seemed like he was pretty annoyed.

Cole turned to me and asked, "Why were you with him?" his eyes looked at me desperately.

"I.. I got lost in the house and went to his bed because I thought it was mine. Then obviously I feel asleep."

"Mhm alright. I just wanted to ask if you wanted me to show you around city. Before the University starts. " He looked so distant that made me feel guilty.

" Thank you very much I would love that. " I tiptoed and hugged him. He started relaxing the second I hugged him.

Then I felt two hands pulling me away from Cole.

" That's enough for him. " Dylan was grinning at me.

It was confusing me.

" What's wrong with you guys? "

" Us? " both of them asked at the same time.

" Yes, you guys. Yesterday both of you clearly showed that you didn't want me and now both of you act so different! "

I was angry at them because I couldn't understand anymore. Do they want me or not?

I waited a few seconds and left the room when I couldn't get any responds.

I thought myself that I shouldn't be falling for any of them but my heart was like a 5 years old kid in a candy store. Wanted everything it sees. And then it only saw Twin brothers.

I lied down to my bed and started to think what to do.

Then I heard the door knocking. Cole entered the room. He looked regretful. He sat down on my bed next to me and stroked my hair.

"I'm very sorry for my reaction. You can sleep with anyone you want. I guess I just wanted to be that person."

I opened a place for Cole and dragged him to my bed and hugged him. He looked baffled. I guess he was expecting me to yell or scream.

He hugged me back and I asked if his offer was still valid. It was funny how he turned into a little cat so fast.

Dylan entered room too and stared at us. Cole had buried his face on my neck and was hugging me. I didn't expect them to get used to me this fast.

Dylan sat on my bed too and hugged me from the other side. Both of them were just hugging me and weren't arguing. I stroked their hair and couldn't believe how all these happened in just one day.

Everything was great until Dylan started to kiss my neck. Cole told him to stop but Dylan said he would stop if only he hears it from me. But I couldn't say anything and yet brothers were racing again.

Cole started kissing my neck too. I wanted to stop them but the issue wasn't about me anymore. They were trying to prove which one was better. And they completely forgot about me.
Both of them held one of my arms and started putting kisses on my body until I reached a point I couldn't take it anymore. I was telling them to stop but they didn't even hear me.

I closed my eyes tightly and made my hands fists. I closed my legs tightly otherwise I couldn't have take it anymore. Dylan was holding my arm above my head and was kissing the area near my ear. And Cole was holding my arm like Dylan did but he was kissing my neck and chest.

After a moment I let it go and was embarrassed by what they caused me to do. Gladly no one could understand it but me.

I was all red and closed my eyes. When the kisses ended I took a deep breath and promised myself I'd keep this memory as a secret.