Can Not Decide

Part 11

I woke up in familiar arms and felt a familiar scent. I knew it was Dylan's scent because I remembered, the T-shirt he gave me also smelled like that.

My brain realized, I was being carried after a few seconds. I didn't open my eyes but I could understand that we had arrived at home. I must had fallen asleep and Dylan didn't want to wake me up.

I rubbed my cheek on his shirt and it made him stop walking. I could feel his eyes were on me even though my eyes were closed.

"I will let you walk if you're not sleeping."

"No, please. I really want to be in your arms right now."

I wasn't thinking before talking, I was too tired for that. I opened my eyes and found his sad eyes staring at me .

I was supposed to be mad at him or at least be distant but I realized I missed him too much for that.

"Can I please stay in your arms..?"

I wanted him to confirm that he lets me stay, otherwise I could find myself falling to the hard ground.

"Hey what's going on?"

I saw Cole peeking behind the door.

"Is there something wrong? Do you need my help?"

Cole sounded worried and I was starting to worry too. Dylan didn't show any reactions and I was preparing myself for my fall, but Dylan started to walk fast to house and ignored Cole .

"Dylan..?"

He wasn't answering to any of us and he headed to his room. His sad eyes were gone and I couldn't read his face anymore.

He sat down on his bed and made me sit on his legs while still keeping his arms around me.

He pressed my head to his chest leaving me unable to look at his face.

"Why did you even consider going with him..?"

"I thought you didn't want me at all and thought you'd be happier if I left."

His arms got tighter, it hurt a bit but it was better than being ignored by him.

"I want you here."

"You do..?"

"I do."

He embraced me for a while and I was too afraid to ruin that moment but Cole did it before me .

"Can you please explain me what's going on?"

Dylan's arms loosened and I could look at him but his face gave no clues.

"He asked me why I considered going with Andrew ,that's all."

I didn't know why Dylan didn't answer him.

I heard Cole letting out a sigh then he sat next to Dylan.

"We were pretty worried."

"I can take care of myself you know."

"I respect your strength but there are some certain issues that you can't deal with."

"Oh really?"

I was getting annoyed because they underestimated me.

"They could rape you, Betty. Even maybe worse ."

"Believe me its not so easy to rape someone, especially me."

I remember what happened before hotel and I shivered slightly.

Dylan who was silent since the beginning of conversation laughed at my words.

"Whaaat..?"

"Do you want us to prove you ?"

"Huh? Stop smirking."

It was getting harder to understand the twins.

"Remember I told you I would punish you?"

I felt two different hands holding my each wrists and my heart started to race.