Can Not Decide

Part 7

I sat down between them and I could feel both of them on my sides. I thought everything was going good until I realized Dylan's suspecting eyes.

"What are you trying to do?". Well that was a clear question, but a question that I couldn't answer.

"Mmm... What do you mean by that? ". I smiled awkwardly.

" Are you trying to seduce us? ". That was exactly what I was trying to do but hearing it from him made my face burn with embarrassment.

" N-no..! Why would I even want that? ". I thought myself Damn, but I was bad at acting.

" Then why are you sitting between us... With your underwear..?". Of course he didn't believe me. Why would he?

"I.. I.. You know... I don't have my swimsuit with me.. ". I could imagine my face being red.

I closed my eyes because I was too embarrassed. I opened my eyes when I felt someone top of me. He pinned me to ground and was looking at me.

I tried to push him but he was holding my wrists.

" Whaaaaat..? Wasn't this what you wanted? ". He got his face close to me. His words were making me ashamed and he didn't give me a chance to run away.

" Dylan please... ". I could feel my eyes were getting wet but it was just because ashamed of what I was planning and how he realized my plans. I had no problems with having him on me. I felt guilty for liking him too.

I glared at Cole but he seemed like he wanted to see how things would end.

"Would you mind if I took your 'swimsuit' off? ". And now he was just teasing me. I felt I had enough.

" GET OFF ME..! ". I pushed him but didn't expect he would let me go. I left the garden while those two stared at me.

I was sure I had given up. They were good. I was just embarrassing myself while trying to get my revenge. With those thoughts I started packing my stuff. I was going to leave. I had no place to go but I just couldn't stay there any longer. The more time I spent in that house made me feel fooler.

All of my stuff was packed and the sky was turning black. I could still hear them talking outside. I wanted to leave the house without letting them know. I didn't want to be more teased. All I wanted was just to leave this house. It had been only 3 days but I was never good at long term plans anyway.

I felt like a stupid teenager leaving the house to get attention but my intentions were the opposite of that. Maybe I should have told them? I mean we would be in same University , what would I say when I would see them in classroom..?

When I stepped out to garden there was only Dylan.

"I know you guys have never wanted me here. And I don't want to be the unwanted guest. So I will leave now. University probably can find me a new place to stay anyway. I will take my luggage when I find a place, I hope it won't bother you. So still thank you for everything. "

Dylan looked at me with surprised eyes.

" So you're leaving? "

I nodded.

" Well alright then. Have a good... Evening? ". And he just laughed at me.
I would never give a damn about what people think about me. But this time it did actually hurt me.

I left the house and just wandered around. It would have been nice if I had someone to show me around but I was in this new city and I was all alone.

The time was getting late and I still had no place to stay. But thankfully I had money with me. I could at least stay in a bad motel room until the University found me a place.

I walked a little bit further and found a place where seemed cheap. I asked myself what was I thinking. I could have just shut my pie hole and stayed there. But noo... I had to cause problems. And I didn't even get their number. So I had no one to help me out.

I entered the motel and the smell of alcohol hurt my nose. There was a small wooden table with a man sitting behind it in a bulletproof glass room. I could smell the danger.

I saw the empty vodka bottles as I got near to the glass room where the man was sitting in. There was a couch in the waiting room but there was a woman who passed out on it.

Just as I was going to ask for a room a couple entered the motel. The man was holding the woman up by her hips and they were kissing when the man leaned the woman on the glass wall.

Man yelled "Room!", got his keys and left with the woman in his arms. I could understand what kind of motel that was but I didn't have any other choice.

I asked for a room too and man said I could pay it when I wanted to leave. So I got my keys and was trying to find my room when a guy came up to me.

"Hey, you the new girl? ". He didn't seem very friendly.

" Huh..? I'm new in here..? ".

" Well, where have you been, my boys have been waiting for you! ". He pulled me from my wrist and started dragging me.

" No I'm not that kind of a girl..! Just let me go..! I'm not a prostitute..! ". The man stopped at my words.

" Sir please let me go... ".

He hit me to wall and grinned a way that creeped me out.

" Look, I need a damn whore now. I will pay you what you want. All you need to do is looking pretty and letting a few guys touch you. ". He looked dead serious but even imagining that made me nauseous.

Wasn't this the part Dylan was supposed to come and save me..?

" No sir, I can't do that. Please just let me go... ".

He looked pretty angry and slapped me. I was too afraid to even make a noise.

One of the room's door opened and a young looking guy came out.

" That's not how you treat a lady. ". I was thankful that he interrupted the man.

" What's your deal? ". That man didn't look pleased and walked to the guy.

The guy showed him his police ID and the man left the place in a second.

" I'm Andrew. What is a girl like you doing in this motel? "