Can Not Decide

Part 10

Everyone was looking at me with asking eyes but unfortunately I didn't have any answer. I had really wanted to go with Andrew because he was nice to me but also twins cared enough to search for me. Plus I had known twins longer.

It was getting late at night and all men looked like they were at their patience limit.

"I... Don't really have an answer... I wish you could give me some more time...". I was mumbling because I was afraid to get anyone mad.

"You don't have an answer? Do you realize that you know this guy for just a couple of hours?". Cole was right, I didn't know 'the guy' very much but we had a bond which was made in a short time.

"Ummm Andrew, he is right. Besides my university put me there... I'm sorry. ". It felt too awkward to tell the guy that, I was going to the people I complained to him for hours. I couldn't even look at him in the eye.

But there was a gentle smile on his lips, "I shouldn't have even asked you to stay with me. Of course you're going where your University told you to. But just, I would appreciate if you informed me how you are doing."

I didn't even know detectives had cards until then. He held my hands and put his card on my palms. There was still a gentle smile on his lips but as I stared in those eyes, I saw a hurt little kid that broke my heart. I hated myself for upsetting him but it was for the best. He couldn't have kept me with himself all the time.

I had known Andrew for a short time but I could assure it was one of the best times I had.

I wanted to hug him as thanking but he stepped back when I got closer to him. That broke my heart even more even though he was almost a stranger to me.

We were gazing each other's eyes when Dylan and Cole held my arms and dragged me to car. I got rid of their hands aggressively and said I had to take my keys back to hotel.

Andrew mumbled that he could take it back but I didn't want him to pay for me. Though it seemed like twins didn't want to be around anymore so they gave my keys to him before I could say a word.

Cole was driving and Dylan was sitting on the front seat as i layed on back seats. I closed my eyes and watched the street lights from car's window as we passed through them with car. The car was as silent as a cemetery yet tense as a court. I expected them to continue yelling at me but it seemed like everyone was too tired to say a word.

My eyelids were getting heavier every second and at some point I couldn't keep my eyes open.

The last thing I thought before falling asleep was Andrew's sad smile.