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Introduction

My life was never easy , people thought I was odd . In 8th grade I had no friends , no one to share my pains with. It wasn't my fault that I was super smart or my grades was always high i could solve all math or physics or chemistry problems easily without even thinking or studying for it . Mom told me that it's great and I should be thankful for this gift , she thought I'm the second Einstein or something but I wasn't, I was only Michael Clifford, a lonely boy with a lot of secrets . I was so scared of society, everything about people seemed scary to me that's why I didn't go to university , I decided to study in a college near our house. Everything was terribly normal and exhausting. Last year of college started with a great change . Something seemed different ,something started to change inside me . I was no more afraid of people , I didn't care bout anything anymore. I didn't want to study , I started to wake up at midnights while I was crying, my whole body started to shake and I had sweat all over my face . Everything seemed darker , my room was the only safe place for me . Everything changed so fast I was no longer that Michael Clifford . I remember it was a week since my panic attacks started, I was shaking and everything started to turn around my head , I stood up and went to bathroom. My eyes were bloodshot and my hair was gray . I had dark spots all over my body and my face looked so dead , it was so horrible that after all these years I still can hear my breath hitches from pain but suddenly it all stopped and then I met him ....