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Symone in the mm ^^ played by the beautiful Zendaya. haven't updated in forever im sorry y'allll. enjoy everyone.

Ashton Williams.

I stared at her, waiting for her to explain. Give me some type of explanation, I need it for me and for my family. Most importantly, my relationship. I didn't have any more hard feelings about the situation, I just wanted and needed answers. I wanted nothing but honesty.

" Jealousy. I was jealous, I first seen Desean and I'd admit I had my eye on him. And then out of nowhere you come and it's like, you two were made for eachother. I'd see the way he'd look at you and how'd you look at him. It's like nothing else mattered when you two were around eachother. The love was real and I wanted that. I needed that and I felt as if, you stole that from me. So I wanted revenge, trying to break you two up wasn't working so I had to get physical. And sleeping with him, wad just that. I honestly didn't know you were going to pop up but something in me wanted you to. I wanted to see you hurt and in pain. In my head, I was going to break you two up and I though Desean and I would be something. I was mistaken though, he wanted nothing to do with me and it just made me even madder. I felt bad though, I felt terrible. It didn't hit me until the end, we were good friends and you were nothing but loyal. I wasn't and it killed me, kills me to this day. That's why, when I saw Robyn I told her about me wanting to meet up with you. She cursed me out and even tried slapping me .. she's honestly a true friend. And that's what you deserve. I'm sorry Ashton. Truly sorry. " She said.

I took all that she said and listened intently. I couldn't believe she said that, jealous? Of what, we were bestfriends she shouldn't have been jealous. What she should've done was come to me like a woman and let me know what's up. Is that to fucking hard? Females now and days don't think like that instead everything is revenge and wanting to fuck somebody's life up. Why bad when you see someone happy? Why try and ruin that? I see that as some fucked up shit, and I thank God that I'm so loyal. I'm loyal to motherfuckers that don't deserve my loyalty. But whatever.

" You should've said something. Who does that, like seriously? We were bestfriends for how long, that's grimy as hell. I would never do something like that to anyone I call my friend. I was loyal to both you motherfuckers and that's how y'all pay me? I was their when y'all needed me, cause that's just how I am. After all these years I finally get some answers. I wish you could've said this before all that happened, all our lives would be different. " I replied. She sighed quietly and looked down. I didn't feel bad for her at all, she brought this on her self.

" Nice seeing you. " I mumbled. I stood up and reached in my purse. Grabbing a 20 I threw it on the table.

" Wait! How are you ...and Desean? " She questioned. I sighed and bit down on my bottom lip.

" We're actually fine. We recently just got back together and were good. The love has never left, and his son's adore him. " I smiled, especially thinking about his relationship with the boys. I loved him and it just reminded me that I needed to make it right with him.

" S - son's? You were pregnant? " She asked shockingly. I smirked and nodded my head.

" Yupp, going on 5 years old in a few months. " I replied. She looked bummed and I just couldn't help but feel as if she wasn't satisfied. I seriously thought, she intended on ruining us that day. It did, but were back at it and ain't nothing stopping us this time.

That's my baby, and he ain't going anywhere.

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I walked into the house and immediately smelled food. My parent's were still here and they agreed to watch the boys while I met Symone. They wanted me to try and fix our friendship but to me; impossible. I wasn't holding any grudges but whatever friendship we had is in the garbage. I smiled hearing footsteps running towards me.

" Mommmy. " I heard a small voice yell. I laughted bending down and picking up my baby. It was DiJon of couse, Jr. was probably in the kitchen. He didn't play about his food, and I just assumed he was going to have some passion for cooking. Everytime I'm making dinner or cooking anything from them, he becomes so mesmerized. Whatever he wants to do, I'll support. Either of my children.

" I missed you baby. " I smiled kissing his cheeks. Adjusting him on my lap I headed into the kitchen. My mom was chopping up some tomatoes, while Jr. watched from his stool. I'd usually yell at him for having his elbows on the table but I'm going to give him a pass for now.

" Hi ma. " He gave me a head nod. I mentally laughed, him being around Desean is getting to him. He copies everything he see's his father doing. I kissed his forehead.

" Hey mommy, what you cooking? " I asked. I lifted one of the pots and seen some noodles boiling, it smelled wonderful.

" Chicken Riggies and some garlic bread. It was your son's idea. How was the meeting? You two comprised? " I sat down on the chair and shrugged.

" I mean I forgave her and she apologized. We're not friends or anything close. All I needed was answers. " I said. I ran my hands through Dijon's curls, and waited for her to say something.

" You two were good friends. She made a mistake, everyone does. " She explained. I scrunched up my face. Mistake?

" It wasn't no mistake. She did it willingly and purposely. She wanted to hurt me because of jealousy. It didn't work and she should've known it wouldn't. We're back together and our love is even stronger. " I replied. I didn't care how they felt about it, it was my decision. I'm grown with kids whatever I wanna do is what I'm going to do.

" I'm not gonna sit and watch my son get played like a toy. That boy's no good and you need to realize that. He caused you to miscarry, abused you and then cheated. What next? " My dad said out of the blue.

" Boys, go up to your room. " I said to them both. They looked like they wanted to protest but the look I gave them. They knew I wasn't playing, I waited till I heard them upstairs to speak. " Now listen here, Desean is my man and if you don't like it. I don't know what to tell you. I love him and I'm not leaving him, everyone makes mistakes huh? Well he did, and I choose to forgive him. He loves me and he's truly sorry for what he did. Symone, not so much. So if you came down here to try and make me leave him, sorry but I'm not. I love you both but this is my life, and my decision. "

My father scoffed and shook his head. My mother looked disappointed but I don't care. When I'm done dealing with Desean's shit, then I'll leave him. Not when they want me to.

" If you don't leave him were out of your lives. And for good. " My dad demaded. I instantly became pissed.

" Leave then. The doors right their, I ain't stopping you dad. How dare you make me choose between you and Desean? Not happening, so if y'all wanna leave. BYE! " I yelled. I watched as they both grabbed their bags, which was still placed by the door and walked out. I was hurt but this is my life and this is how I choose to live it.

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" Thanks for watching them Robyn. I'll pay you when I get back I promise. " I thanked her as I layed Jr. and DiJon in the guest bedroom. I had a few things to handle with Desean and I. I haven't talked to him since earlier and I'm going crazy.

" Pssh. You don't need to pay me their my babies. Just go and get yo man. " She teased. I laughed, giving her a quick hug I pulled off.

I have to make things right. I love him to much .. to let it all come crumbling down.

1444 words, my hands give up lol. didn't proofread. next update tomorrow i promise. vote and comment

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