Your Mine | Sequel to Take Care | (BoyxBoy)

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lol so, for feature references I know NOTHING about football - if you see some errors about it, please let me know. I'm definitely going to try my best though. so, anyways, I hope you all reading enjoy this chapp.

Ashton Williams

I cuddled into Desean's chest as we layed down in the bed. It was late night, and I couldn't sleep at all -- I was to busy, thinking. I was over the whole Desean having some chick, claiming him -- but just the thought, made me sad and angry. Sad, just knowing he was fucking other people but I couldn't even be mad, because we weren't together. I was mad though, because she now decides to pop up out of nowhere, claiming someone that isn't anywhere near being her man. I mean their is thousands of pictures, of Desean & I on social media. So her doing what she's doing -- is only going to make people look at her funny, not me. I got the ring on my finger, she doesn't.

I began to think about more happy and positive things -- like my wedding, and how it's going to be beautiful and amazing. I was still debating if I wanted to wait until I have our daughter and then do the wedding -- or do it now. I didn't really imagine being pregnant and wearing a wedding dress, and quite frankly I'd probably be a crying mess. I'd think I was to fat, or I just looked all types of crazy. So at this moment I was definitely thinking about waiting -- and plus I only had a few more months till I was due anyway.

" Go to sleep -- why you up? " Desean mumbled, before gripping on my thigh.

" How'd you even know I was up? " I asked, lifting up my head.

" I been sleeping with yo' ass for how long? I know when you sleep, and when you ain't. Plus you snore loud as hell. " He laughed a bit.

Scrunching up my face, I hit his arm.

" I do not snore! " I whined.

" I'm playing babe, even if you did - I'd still love you nonetheless. Now why you up, when you got shit' to do in the morning. " He said, his voice still laced with sleep.

" Just thinking. " I whispered.

He sighed. " Don't be over thinking shit' bae. I know you and I could hear it in yo' voice. "

I bit the inside of my cheek. He knew me so damn well -- it frustrated me sometime. It's like he always knew what I was thinking and even now, he sometimes would even finish my sentences. I loved it though, it just means he pays attention to me and the same with me. I would expect it though, we're bestfriends before anything. Yawning I decided to listen to him and take his advice. I felt my eyes getting heavy and before I knew it, I was in a deep sleep.

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I woke up the next morning, and immediately ran to the bathroom and proceeded to throwing my insides out. I was annoyed because, I've been passed this faze and it's continuing. I've been doing this, the past week and I'm seriously considering calling my doctor and making sure everything is going correctly. I didn't want anything wrong with this pregnancy, nor me or my babygirl.

I sniffed, feeling a few tears slid down my face. I hated this feeling and sad to say -- but I hated being pregnant. I didn't feel good, don't get me wrong, I don't regret my babygirl but these few months have been hell. I want to go back to how I was feeling before Desean knocked me up, and it's seriously pointless having this conversation with him, because he's no matter what going to feel some way about what I have to say, but quite frankly I don't give a damn.

" Baby, you good? " Desean asked, before leaning down, where we were almost eye to eye.

" No. " I groaned. " This baby, is slowly killing me. Sitting on my damn ribcage -- I can't wait till she comes out. "