Your Mine | Sequel to Take Care | (BoyxBoy)

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Desean Adams

I downed the second shot of Hennessey - lately I been sulking about what happened between Ashton & I. The more I think about it - the more I become enraged. I now know how he felt about me and our relationship, so we're definitely over at this point. Even though he was right, my pride won't let me admit that and it honestly hurt to be going through this with someone I love. He has been calling and textin me, but I've been ignoring him - I don't know why, I plan on talking to him just not now.

The sound of the music went in an out. I barely was paying attention to my surroundings. A few friends thought I'd be a good idea to get out and have fun - I didn't tell them everything that was going on, all they knew was Ashton & I were having problems. So, here I am, downtown at one of the famous clubs in LA. I mean - they got strippers, good drinks. I wasn't really feeling it though -- on a different occasion but not tonight.

" Desean, just chill, stop looking so tense and enjoy yourself. " Biron laughed.

He played defense on the team. Over the years he became one of my bestfriends. We were both drafted together, and been on the same team from the beginning.

" Man I'm trying bruh. My head ain't all the way right, right now. " I replied.

" You really want to make it right with him, just go talk to him. He love you man -- he isn't going to far. " He said.

I nodded my head. I should talk to him - in all honesty I really did miss him. I missed waking up to him, having him in my arms. I missed my boys to - I haven't seen them in almost a day, and that was literally killing me inside. If I'm not on the road having games, and interviews, I'm used to being around them every second. I can't do this petty shit much longer.

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Ashton Williams.

I woke up this morning not in the best mood, until I realized today was the day, my parents were coming. The whole point of them visiting, was to make it right with Desean and now since we aren't on speaking terms and possibly not even together, I don't see the point anymore. I didn't tell them that though - I let them come anyways, because I needed them right now and I missed them.

I woke the boys up, got them bathed, and made us a small breakfast. While they ate, I headed upstairs to take a well needed shower. I wasn't used to waking up without Desean here anymore - I missed my baby. I'm sure he knows I didn't mean any of what I said -- and not trying to make what I said right, but he's done worse and I found myself forgiving him each time. And, he should be able to do the same. I was under pressure that day, I was angry and sad. I don't even know why I said it, his family just always made it their business to make me the bad guy. Saying that I'm using Desean constantly. I don't need to use him nor anyone else, I make my own money - hell I've worked for everything I have, and that was without him. I just need to find a way to make it better with him - I need to do something nice for him.

Just to let him know that I'm sorry.

I turned the shower knob, cutting the water off. I grabbed my Pink fluffy towel, wrapping it around my body I headed into the bedroom. Since I was only going to the airport - LAX, I didn't feel the need to get dolled up. I choose a simple pair of Light Blue, high waisted, jeggings. White bralette & low top White converse. I put my hair in a messy bun - few strands hanging and I added a little jewelry. My plump belly was visible - but, didn't look bad at all. My pregnancy glow was on point.

Hmph. I made something so simple - look amazing. I grabbed my White, Givenchy handbag and finally made my way down the staircase, where I knew the boys were waiting.