Ashton & Desean are back. Along with a few new bundle of joys. A few laughs, few cries, but in the end will they make it?
This won't be a fairy tale, so expect a few bumps ahead.
" Dawg, I think Ashton' maybe cheating on me. " Desean sighed, as he sat across from one of his best friends -- Aaron.
It's two whole entire days since Ashton came home from being with Jermaine, and Desean still has no idea where he really happened to be. He found himself not believing the story he had told him -- but since he trusted him since they've been together he didn't want to sound like he was tripping or blowing the situation out of proportion. He just really wanted Ashton to be up forward with him, how he always has been in their relationship.
" You think he crazy enough to cheat on your ass? " Aaron joked.
Since Ashton and his wife, Robyn, were best friends he had the chance of actually getting to know him, and he didn't get that vibe from him. He seemed like he was truly in love with Desean, despite everything they have been through -- but anybody is capable of doing anything at the end of the day.
Hell, maybe Desean isn't tripping.
" I'm serious. " Desean stated. " He been stand offish' -- he didn't even let me touch him last night. " He continued.
Ashton not letting Desean touch him, sexually, was definitely a red flag for him -- but then again he did had to remember Ashton was pregnant with their daughter and his hormones were all over the place. Ashton not wanting to be touched could be due to a million of reasons.
But he didn't think so.
" Instead of talking to me about it, stop assuming and talk to him about it. And don't be the crazy, non understanding Desean -- you have to remember that he is pregnant. Come at him in a calm tone, and let him know that if he did do something, to just be honest and tell you. It'll go better that way. " Aaron suggested, which was actually a pretty good idea to Desean.
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| Ashton Williams ❤ |
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I don't understand why, but I feel extremely bad about not being honest with Desean. A part of me feels horrible -- but the other part doesn't feel so bad because I know, I did nothing wrong. We were two friends who were only hanging around, I mean, Desean has done worse things to me and I have forgiven him each and every time, so he should be able to do the same -- I never physically cheated at the end. We just have been so great since we've gotten together, with a little arguments here and their but nothing compares to this. Since a few days ago the house has been extremely awkward. I don't mean to, but I've found myself avoiding him, just because. I love Desean, and the little bit of guilt, makes me want to just confess and tell him where I was, just so our house could go back to being the way it was, days ago.
I figured time had to be on my side, because seconds later I heard the front door closing and Desean coming into view. I had no idea where this conversation would be headed, I could only hope for the best and that he doesn't blow things out of proportion.
" We should talk. " He said, as he sat across from me on the sofa.
I nodded my head as I scooted closer to him.
" I know you might be upset with me about the other day and I just want to be honest with you. " I started. " I know I told you I was with Robyn, but I wasn't. I met up with a guy I know from a long time ago and he wanted to hang out. I know that if I told you, you probably would think it was something else, but I promise we're only friends. " I looked up at him, to see if I could at least read his reaction but his face was blank. That made me nervous.
" You would rather hang with a friend, then be here with your family? " He finally spoke up.
I shook my head.
" Of course not. I just lost track of time, I would never intentionally try and make you upset with me. Not when were doing so good. " I replied, to him but I knew he wasn't understanding me.
" If you know were doing so good -- why make a decision to go be with another guy, that isn't me when you know how I would react. You saying y'all are just friends but you don't know, he could possibly want more from you. That's not cool Ashton, you do these things and think shit sweet, but if I was to do this, you would have a fit. " Desean said, as he stood up and paced the living room.
" I'm sorry, it won't happen again. I promise babe. " I sighed, as I stood up as well and grabbed his hand into mine. " I didn't want to tell you because I knew this is how you would react -- I didn't want you taking it the wrong way, thinking it's something else when that's not even the case. Just tell me what you want. "
" I don't want you talking to him no more. You don't need to be going to meet up with him alone, if he just a friend then I'll be tagging along as well. I know how men are, he could be telling you something and meaning something else. Especially with you being pregnant with my child -- I don't play that. " He said.
" I won't go see him anymore. I promise. "
Short I know, don't be mad but I have another update coming tonight. It'll be better I promise. Ashton and Desean above. Leave some love
