Your Mine | Sequel to Take Care | (BoyxBoy)

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Ashton Williams

I was woken up to kisses being placed over my body. My stomach area mostly. I whined a bit, tryed moving on my side but it wasn't working. I slowly opened my eyes, seeing Desean hovering over me, gripping onto my thighs. Leaning down he kissed my lips over and over again, causing me to finally pull away.

I smiled just thinking about last night. Marrying Desean is something I've wanted since I fell in love with him. He means more to me than words could explain - I love him, more than I love myself. We've been through so much, I feel as if it was anyone else they would've been gave up on him, but I just can't see myself walking away from him. Through all the fights, petty arguments, and other bullshit. I know neither one of us is going anywhere. To much time invested in this relationship, just to let it crumble over something not worth it. I've got the family I always wanted, the job I've dreamed of having since I was younger, Desean is amazing. I'm just really happy at this moment in life.
" I honestly was so nervous last night. I didn't know how you were going to respond, and I just couldn't take rejection from you. I would've been hurt as hell. " He admitted.

" I would never reject you. " I said, as I kissed his forehead. He pulled me into his larger frame. " I love you to much to ever do that baby. "

Being afraid to be rejected he always held back from me and that's something I've always hated about him. He always felt since we came from different backgrounds, that I'd look down on him in some sort. If that was the case I damn sure wouldn't have put up with some of the shit we been through and I damn sure wouldn't of had his children. He always tries so hard to please me, but that materialistic shit doesn't mean anything to me, and I've always told him that. I love him with or without money, and It'll always be that way. He needs to stop being afraid, and realize I love him for him. And I'll always be here no matter what. I'd never reject him, especially when I see he's trying.

" I'm thankful for that. " He said, grabbing his phone from the nightstand. I was slightly annoyed, someone has been blowing his phone up all damn morning. Mines as well but we were just trying to spend time with one another, something that's a bit hard to do when you have babies.

" Who is that? " I asked him.

He sighed. " Seems like we were being watched last night. Aaron just sent me the link and look at this. "

I grabbed his phone and damn right someone was watching us. It couldn't have been paparazzi seeing as were on a yacht, so someone had to take these photos and leak them. The first one showed us hand in hand, the second was when we were hugging, and he slipped the ring on my finger. I wasn't as mad as some would be, but I was upset about me not being able to tell my friends and family myself. I mean, these pictures were all over blogs and the internet so they were definitely going to see this.

" No privacy at all being in the NFL. " He mumbled.

I nodded my head. " It's fine babe. But, we should probably tell everyone before the internet does it for us. And you know what types of problems that can cause. "

I picked up my phone from the night stand, unlocked it and my phone was flooded with missed calls, texts, voicemails, and e - mails from everyone. I decided on checking my messages first. Lots said congratulations. And surprisingly even my mom texted, and called me a few times. We haven't talked since her and my dad left pissed at me, and decisions I choose to make. I sucked up all the anger and sadness I had towards her and dialed her phone number. It rang a few times before she finally answered.

" Oh thank God you called. I thought you were pissed at me and just decided on ignoring me. I just wanted to call you and say congratulations baby, I'm so proud of you and I'm so glad that your happy and getting married. Oh, I miss you and my grandsons so much. " I could hear the sadness in her voice, and I could also sense that she was on the verge of tears. I was as well. My mother and I were very close, and I expected her to back me up when my father was jumping down my throat. She didn't though, and I was sad and well pissed. Hearing her voice made me miss her even more, and I now just wanted to put it all behind us. We needed to have a relationship with one another - my father as well. Come to an agreement and just be a happy family as we should be.