Tell me you love me

tell me you love me 12

chapter 12

chris P.O.V

i decided not to go after her because the last thing i needed was another fight. my head was in different places cassandra said shes pregnant. isabella might not ever want to talk to me because i couldnt control my dick more so of my heart. Mr.R was putting all our lives in my hands and cassandra people was trying to start war. i had no idea what the fuck to do . life was happeneing way too fast it went from normal to stright bitch slapping my ass. i sat down and after 20 min i went crazy thinking about isabella and her safety. i was about to get up and go get lee-lee and start looking for her when isabella walked  through the door.

isabella P.O.V

i stormed out the house slapping him because i couldnt believe what just occured i was hurt yet by chris! like how could he have sex with her then in less than 24 hours make love with me like i was nothing but momental pussy. i was hurt so i left to think cry and talk to gabby because she was the only person i trusted more than myself.i walked to a near by park and sat at a bench and called her up ... i thought about hanging up because i knew what was happening with her and andrew . but on the second ring she picked up

gabby: bae wassup

me:*sniffs* she pregnant we fought and he had sex with her the same day he had sex with me 

i blurtted out in that order becausee i didnt feel like repeating everything. gabby being my bestfriend knew exactly what i meant.she read me like a book.

gabby: do you want me to come get you.. and dont say yes because you mad honestly issy i know you and i know you know what y you truely want to do your going to say come get you your done and keep running but you cant just run away from every situation you guys have we both know if you really wanted to be here you would be home and not at no random place calling me crying.yes your hurt but you knew this would happen because she is apart of his life and she love him just as much as you do so you really think because you came back with lee-lee the whole world was going to turn around in your favor here is the time issy to make your decision you wanna get on the ride with the guy you love or back out now.

as she said every last word i knew she was right. i knew what i wanted to do and it was now or never. i loved him with all my heart the only man ive ever loved really and we had a daughter i could make this work , but i was so hurt i doint think i could take getting hurt anymore. i let out a sigh as more tears ran through my face i was just so angry and disgusted i felt so used so manipulated like a last resort.

gabby: you still there or you want me to come ..

me: no its ok i know what i have to do now 

gabby: good now stop the crying do what you have to and hurry up and call me back because i have to put you up on T something aint right around here.

me: ok call you in the next hour

gabby: you mean two unless yall make up sex is quicker than quick 

me: bitch bye.

i let out a huge sigh gathered my things and began to walk back to the house. i rehearsed what i would say over and over again in my head. i was so caught up i didnt realize that i was at the front door.

chris: did you come to get lee-lee if so just let her stay an-

Me: look i didnt come here to get lee-lee nor did i come to argue or hear sorries or excuses about what happpen why it happened i have to make a choice right now if im going to be able to stand by your side and ride out with you or if im going to walk away and honestly i should have known this would happen but im not going to run this time im going to stick by your side its up to you to really help me 50:50 if you want me tell me now if you love me tell me now before i waste time and get hurt.

chris: i love you never stop never will i want us to work but we have to realize this wont be easy  what i did was foul as fuck i admitt it but im not trying to loose you for a second time are you down for ya boy?

i contemplaed i knew we were in for a ride. our love would be tested constantly but i really loved him and wnated to be with him so i knew my answer.

me: im down for you baby

with that he grabbed me and we kissed passionately. this moment right here showed me i made a right choice ... right?