Being A Dallas

Chapter 37

*Rosie's P.O.V.*

       Im on the roof just thinking...thinking about how the love of my life likes someone else. Soon that will turn to love and then he won't love me anymore. But I have Ethan but on Friday I have to leave him, I know we aren't gonna want long distance, especially not me because Shawn and I didn't work out. Suddenly I felt two arms wrap around me, I turned around to see Taylor. I hugged him super tight. "Rosie?" He asked. "Yes." "Do you love Ethan?" "I don't know..." "How do you not know?" "I just don't." "What if Shawn loves this girl?" When he said that I looked him in the eyes and started to cry, he tried to hug me again put I pushed him away and ran. I heard him yell my name many times but I didn't look back. When I got back to my floor I saw Matt and Grace laughing. I smiled to myself at how good they are doing even after everything that happened. I needed to call Shawn. I knew it wasn't a good idea but I just had to. I dialed his number and hesitated to press the call button, but I did. He answered on the first ring. "Hi Rosie." He said. "Hey." "Ive missed your voice." "Yeah, me too." "Is there something you need to say, I'm sorta trying to come up with a idea for  song right now." "Oh sorry, but I was just calling to say I think that we made a big mistake breaking up." "I did too, but do you really think its a good idea to bring it back." "I don't know..." There was silence. "Well, I have to go. Ill talk to you later. Bye." And with that he hung up. 

          I realized I haven't spent a lot of time with my brother these past few days and I was leaving Friday and it was now Wednesday night. I walked to my brothers room and knocked. Gilinsky came to the door. "Hey Rosie!" He said as he motioned for me to come in. I saw my brother and ran to his lap. "Whats up Rosebud?" He asked. "I want both of us to do something tomorrow, together." He looked at Gilinsky then back at me. "Of course we can!" "Yay! You know I'm leaving Friday right...?" "I do now." "Yeah..." He started playing with my hair. "Why don't you sleep in here. We can have a sleepover just like when we were little me, you and Gilinsky." I smiled and nodded. "Let me go get changed." He nodded and I left the room waving to G. I walked into mine and Hayes's room. Hayes was watching SpongeBob again. I walked over to my clothes and darted to get my PJ's. "Watch SpongeBob with me!" Hayes screamed. "I can't! Im going to sleep in my brothers room." "Your leaving me here alone! Whyyy?" I laughed and jumped on him. "You can come too, if you want?" "Id love to!" He screamed and pushed me off the bed. "That wasn't very nice!" I said as I got up. "Too bad so sad." I stuck my tongue out and he laughed. We both got changed into our pajamas and went to my brothers room. When we went inside Grace, Nash, Taylor and Matt were there too. "Hey guys!" I said which made every one look at me and smile. Matt and Grace were sitting next to each other holding hands. Me and Hayes sat down next to each other and he put his hand really close to mine. 

      About and hour later everyone left so it was just me, my brother, Gilinsky and Hayes. Me and Hayes decided to take my brothers bed. G and my brother decided to sleep in G's bed but they said that they would sleep on different sides which made me and Hayes laugh. We all went to our beds and let sleep take over us... I woke up and looked at the time it said '3:46' I sighed and just laid in bed trying to fall back asleep. I heard yelling in the hallway and it sounded a lot like Cameron and Grace...