Being A Dallas

Chapter 39

*Rosie's P.O.V.*

             I was at lunch with my brother eating and just having a good time. "Ethan is coming around later." Jack said which made me look up. "He is?" "Yeah, he wants to see everyone before we leave." "Cool!" I said and smiled. "So, whats going on between you too?" "Nothing much, we've been on a few dates and you know, thats it." I said taking another bite. "Do you want something more with him?" "I don't know Jack." I was getting a little aggravated by all the questions. "Well make up your mind, you need to know what to say when he leaves tonight. But you know that we are all rooting for you and Shawn." He said the last part quickly and looked down. "Ya well you know what! Me and Shawn are probably not getting back together, he made that pretty clear this morning." I was starting to get louder causing people to stare. Jack didn't say anything we just continued eating then got the check. We left the restaurant and decided just to go back to the hotel. "Should we get a cab?" Jack asked. "Sure." "Sorry for doing that back at the restaurant." "Its fine, Im the one who made the scene." "Do you still love Shawn?" "I could never stop." I saw him smile and he called a cab. When we got into the cab they said they were gonna interview a special guest...Shawn Mendes. Jack looked at me with a apologetic look on his face and squeezed my hand. "So I understand that you had a really good relationship on MagCon?" The interviewer asked. "Yes, it was wonderful while it lasted, then I went on tour..." I smiled at the thought of our old relationship. "So, you have a new song?" "Yes!" "We are gonna play it right...now..." I was kinda scared to hear and soon the music started and I just looked at Jack.

     "Takin it slow Isn't easy if as far as you go Is only half as far as you and I both know Yeah Comin out from above A little something And it's only because I don't ever wanna see you in love But I know That you've been Coming off strong lately And I can feel it that You been thinking that maybe You got a, another shot at me Thinking possibly Somehow, but not now And it's been spinning around like a hurricane And the sound of the thunder That's beatin my head to the ground But I I know That I can't go back, To this, To her, To what we used to have It's black and burns, My God this is so sad It'll only make things worse, If we bring it back Woah, yeah yeah, ohhhh And I mean if you believe, That there is something still between you and me And baby honestly, yeah You're not the one for me And I can't go back, To this, To her, To what we used to have. It's black and burns, My God this is so sad, It'll only makes things worse, (If we bring it back) [x4] If we bring it, Back." Wow! His lyrics hurt! I could feel the tears well up in my eyes. Could this cab go any slower! Then the interview continued. "So, Shawn, tell me, do you still love this girl, back on tour?" "I feel like if I saw her again I would fall back in love but since I haven't seen her in like a month, its hard to say." Finally I could see the hotel right ahead! "Could you please change the radio." Jack asked. The cab driver changed it and I mouthed a 'thank you' to Jack. 

        When we got back to the hotel we walked to Nash's room because usually thats where everybody is. When we walked into the room Ethan and Grayson were there. I noticed that Grace, Jacob and Aaron weren't there though. I smiled and waved to both of them and Ethan came up to me and pulled me out of the room. "Rosie?" He asked tilting my chin up. "Yes?" "I need to say something, I love you." I looked at him for a minute. Do I love Ethan? I think I might...What was I gonna say?  Ive know him for a long time... "Ethan, I love you too." I said and I actually meant it, he smiled and so did I then he crashed our lips together...