Her Guardian (A Harry Styles Fanfiction)

6: Amnesia

"Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?"

Song: Amnesia.
Artist: 5 Seconds of Summer.

His words flew over my thoughts the whole time as I tried to sleep. Every time I shut my eyes his face pumped in my mind, and it driving me insane. I tried to kick his words away from my mind but I couldn't, his voice failed my ears as the image of his figure flashed before me every single time I eyed the dark room.

Fear crushed me, as I opened the lamp beside me, making sure I was alone. When I eyed the room, relief crushed me when I didn't see his figure standing there. I looked at the clock it read 4:00. I didn't sleep the whole night. Scenarios replying in my mind, as I tried to gather my thoughts.

His nice behavior made tranquility to find it way toward my worried body, but I didn't know why he is doing this, although he doesn't know me at all, I had never seen him before, nonetheless he is taking care of me. I was afraid of the consequences. He may think that his nice behavior will make me willingly give up for him which he was quite wrong about it. Or maybe, he was protecting me from my father, but the question is why? Why is he so nice toward me? Even his friends -Niall and Perrie- were kind to me previously.

I didn't know a lot of people which made me pay no attention to how people behave toward each other. My days were spent between my house and work, I didn't have friends, I was alone all the time which made it out of the ordinary for me to see people friendly toward me. I think they are just trying to help me, nothing special about me will make them take care of me this way.

Every time those thoughts run over my mind it made my stomach twisted in fear, I decided to kick them away as I pushed myself from the bed. I made my way toward the window to smell the fresh air, since sleep became my worse enemy.

As I opened the balcony, fresh air failed my lungs as I licked my dry lips. The view before me reminds me of my house. It was way better than the view I had in my oldest room but it was recognizable somehow. My admiration faded away as I notice a black car approaching the garden.

When the car stopped, I noticed a tall figure climbing off the vehicle. When the view became clear I gasped. It was him, wearing all black along with a coat. I wondered where he was at this time, all of sudden, his attention darted toward me as a gasp left my mouth straight away, panic started to rose over my body when his eyes spotted mine, he broke our gaze immediately as he made his way straight to the front door.

My heart pounded speedily in my chest as I didn't know what to do. Worst scenarios were playing at my head as I shut the window promptly and made my way toward the bed. I felt tears starting to stream down my face but I stop them immediately. I didn't know what got into me, but I was bloody afraid.

I heard his footstep walking through the hall which made me to grape the blanket strongly around my body. It was a bad idea to wear only undergarment along with a silk night robe which Perrie gave me, but I though it would be comfortable for sleep, better than a cotton onesie. I heard a knock at the door which made chills to run over my body.

I didn't know what to do, I wanted to open the door for him, but the things I was wearing won't let me do this. I didn't want to show him my body effortlessly, I felt insecure about my body. I know that the reason why I am here was to entertain him, I was his baby doll after all, and he will take what he wanted sooner or later. But I'm not willing to do this for him, because I'm dragged to this position against my will.

"Are you awake?" His deep voice interrupted my thought as the door went wide open. I tightly wrapped the blanket over my body as I cleared my throat to answer him.